CIRCUMSTANCES MADE ME WHAT I AM

FIRSTS

TAMARA'S POV

I got home, I need and had a drink to calm my nerves. I've never seen that side of Mark before but then I've only wanted to see one side, I felt my pussy jump at the thought.

God help me I should not be feeling this way after what transpired this evening.  How can a nice evening and conversation go so dark so quick.

I'm so horny, I need some, my toys aren't much help when I'm this heated.

Mi still need something so I just sat back in the settee reached into my shorts and began a quick ascension towards a much needed release and just as I was about to cum I heard someone banging on my door

FUCK SERIOUSLY!!!  AAAAHHHHHH!!!!

Annoyed I got up, I was so pissed I didn't look through the peephole in the door I just swung it open ready fi cuss some BOMBOCLAAAT and was shocked at who I saw "Mark, what-
But I was cut off when he just stepped by me into my apartment with not as much as a Hello.

I was so caught off guard I almost left the door open, I had to turn back and close it.

"Mark come out a mi place" I said in a not so convincing tone.

"Nuh before yuh explain suppn to mi" He shot back, his voice up some pitches.

"Yuh call mi out a di blue, wi guh out, me find out seh Bombohole Dwayne and yuh a breddah and sister and as mi drop yuh off police a fallah mi and mi know mi si dah Babylon buoy deh a chat up to yuh breddah already. Dat nuh just coincidental non-tall"

"First of all mi and Dwayne nuh deal. Wi nuh chat fi years. The only thing wi share a last name and relation because as far as mi concerned dat dead to me yuh here dat!!" I was livid.

All this time his eyes never left mine. Searching my words and eyes for any signs of me lying I guess.

Whatever Dwayne duh it serious and mi know first hand it always serious with him. I guess he sensed I wasn't lying and he headed towards the door but I held on to his hand. He stopped looked at me and his eyes seemed like the mark I knew.

Without words I took him to the settee sat him down. Went to the refrigerator got us two beers.
I sat beside him and said nothing just allowed him to settle his brain a bit first.

He shifted in his seat as if he wanted to say something but didn't know how, so I spoke up. First " Mi know yuh sorry and feel a way nuh seh nutten, mi know apologies a nuh your style"

I saw the tension leave his body. He smiled looking at the beer in his hand.

He got up to leave again and I said "Mark after wah yuh just tell mi, mi nuh wah yuh guh out deh. Tek off yuh clothes hang them under the closet, guh shower and relax yuh nuh haffi lef" I pleaded with him.

Even if I tried to deny it to myself I cared for this man. Something that's new to me towards any man at all but it is what it is.

He then stepped into my room taking off his clothes and proceeded to the bathroom.
I cleaned up and put the stuff away. I really tried to restrain myself but I lost. So I went towards the bathroom myself.

The shower was running when I got there but I stood at the door watching his silhouette from behind the curtain.

I should be pissed at this man right now but here I am wanting him in ways I've never wanted another possibility even needing him.

I went and drew the curtain to joined him in the shower.  He turned to look at me and attempted to say something but I placed a finger on his lips "Shhhhhhhh, you need this; we need this"