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George's pov: Tw: suicide mentions

I walked up to the isolation room with Wilbur by my side

"I'm guarding you" Wilbur chuckled

"Wait really!" I squealed

"Yeah so if you do behave I can sneak dream in a couple of times a day if you want" he offered

"Can I see him now, even through the bars I just need to talk to him alone" I say

"Ok that fine, I'll get him" he spoke

I got in the cell and sat on the bed, this isn't so bad

I get a bathroom to myself I guess

I laid down with tears in my eyes, reality hit. I'm not getting out I thought

"Hey love" Dream sighed

"You know I love you so much?" I questioned

"Yeah of course I do..? What's going on?" He questioned

I got up and went to the cell

"If I'm not out in 2 weeks I want you to find someone else" I say

"Woah what the fuck, George n-"

"Find someone else that can love and care for you outside of a prison, dream you are never gonna be fully happy with me. I'm gonna be 33 when I get out, by then I want you to not be caught up on someone who doesn't even know how to control this" I spoke, holding his waist

"George I'm not leaving you in 2 weeks" he speaks

"Dream I want you to be happy-"

"I'm happy with you! I'd rather stay in this prison with you then not see you as my future husband, George I fucking love you and I'm not letting you break my heart! I'm waiting these 10 years even if it kills me" he exclaimed

"Dream you don't have to" I whispered

"But I'm going to, you aren't getting rid of me like this" His eyes filled with tears

"Ok my love but you can go whenever, I'll understand" I sighed

"Stop trying to get rid of me, I love you and that's what you get. I knew what I was getting into" he complained

I held his face and connected our foreheads through the bars

"You'll get out" dream muttered

"I tried telling myself that too" I held his waist

"George I'm getting you our of here, you did nothing wrong" he spoke, I don't think I've ever seen him cry this much

"Dream stop crying ok.. you fine, we're fine" I kissed his lips "But there's a good chance I don't get out and that's ok, I'm here and if you need to have me for any reason don't think I won't break a bar or two to slip through" I chuckled "But promise if my boys get hurt or you that you get someone to tell me" I held his hand

"But you'll stres-" I cut him off

"Tell me" I say

"Ok yes fine" he smiled, I wiped his tears

"Good boy" I kissed his lips one more time "you might not see me until tomorrow now but your ok" I faked a smile, I'm not gonna hold up in this place

"Ill come see you tonight" when Phil leaves" he smiled, quickly wiping his left over tears

"Ok I love you" I stepped away "bye" I left one tear fall

"It's not bye if I'm seeing you later" he reminded

"Well I'll see you later then" I bit the inside of my mouth to try stop the tears

"I love you too by the way" he smiled before quickly walking out

Wilbur slowly came back in after he left

"Well..." he opened the door and I hit my head on his chest

"Wilbur would you help me kill myself if I ever needed it?" I questioned

"George no" he spoke

"Please.." I sobbed "I'm stuck here for ten tears of my life because I fell in love, I have got this empty shithole and I can't see dream whenever I want" I squeezed my eyes shut

"George, dream isn't worth crying over. You will still see him"

"Your not the one who cramped up in here while the only person that will ever love you is so fucking attached that they won't move on, Wilbur atleast talk to him please" I begged "I need him to move on, he's too perfect to be waiting for this" I point at me, all of me

I'm a fucking messy but dream has a perfect body, amazing personality and he's so pretty. I don't want him waiting for this and then be sorely disappointed

"I'll talk to him but please go to sleep, I won't wake you up don't worry" he muttered I made my way to the bed and pulled out my Teddy

"Where did you get that?" He asked

"Sapnap made it from old blankets for me on the nights he was put in isolation, you like him" I smiled, showing off my Teddy "I called him red because I can't see that colour but I can see him so kinda counts" I chuckled

"I guess" Wilbur replied with a smile

I laid down and Wilbur turned off the light "wil?" I whispered

"Yeah?" He spoke in the softest tone "please try and get all the boys to fight to get me out and tell dream I love him and goodnight" I smiled

"I'm working on it George, I promise" he walked out and I got comfortable

Atleast there's no people

Well there isn't sapnap or quack...

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