yes sir // dnf

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George's pov: (rape mentions, sh mentions)

I quickly opened up the door to isolation and my boy was in peices, I quickly ran over and went to hold him and he pushed me away

I immediately took that as a sign to slow myself down, his thoughts are already going ten times faster then normal

I wish I could hold him and tell him he was still worth so much

"George" he let out a small cry as he curled up even more, pulling the little curls in the back of his head "he wouldn't George, he didn't tell me" he let out and I carefully bent down

I placed a hand on his leg and you could feel the man shaking, he was in the worst panic state I've ever seen him in

"Sapnap" I whispered to him and he pushed me back again, not letting me in "sapnap stop" I muttered

"I didn't do anything wrong, I still love him" he looked up at me and I've never seen him so heartbroken

"Oh sap.." I pulled him onto my chest and this time I let him break down, we were in an empty room in eachothers arms. Tears gently fell from my eyes and I wish someone would pinch me and woke me up from a dream

I lost the person who made me laugh when I was ready to kill myself, he was a fucking dumbass but he made me feel so comfortable in myself. He can insult you and make it feel like a compliment

God sapnap lost the love of his life, don't get me wrong he loves karl but him and quackity have been through everything. You would be suprised they aren't married, before me they would hold eachother when boss you.. Well you know. They have fallen in love with eachother like a married couple, I used to wish I had what they had but now it feels like quackity just stomped on sap like shit

"I wanted us to be happy but he left" I cried out as I pulled him closer "I'm not enough for him anymore" he muttered out

"Sapnap it wasn't you" I kissed his forehead "hes just- he's made his choice ok?" I reassured

"No George it's not, I clearly wasn't good enough. You've been gone and I was the only person that was here to push him away" sapnap placed a head on my shoulder

"Ok ok" I held the back of his neck to see karl out side with Sam next to him

The door slowly opened and sapnap froze, hiding his face

"Dont come in!" He yelled and I covered his face

"Later karl I promise" I replied and karl looked really upset, they may be up and down like a yoyo but they adore eachother

Sam took karl out of the room and sapnap calmed himself down

"This isn't worth it no more" sapnaps voice croaked "I needed him, he made me feel happy"

My heart mightve shattered in that moment, to think I've lost quackity then sapnap right after..

"Hey no.. you'll be ok" I pulled him so close "I love you please don't leave me" I dug my head into him feeling like a little kid, my voice was slowly becoming more and more course..

I think sapnap realised what he said in the end

"I did- George I won't leave" he quickly got into his parent mode and he held me "I love you too" he whispered in my ear

"You promise? Sapnap I'll find him for you" I murmured "I'll get dream to take us to our old places and find him"

"George.. if we find him what are we going to do, beg for him back? He's got his new friends and people he considers family" sapnap rubbed my back "but I know it hurts" he reassured