yes sir // dnf

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Dreams pov:

Me and George haven't spoken since he punched my door, I was so pissed there was no fucking need for this shit especially since I didn't do jackshit wrong

"I'm sorry" George spoke, breaking our silence in a small voice "quackity left and I know sapnap is having a break down I was just pissed"

"So that gives you all the right to push me over" I spat back and he shook his head "for fuck sake george you act like a fucking child I tried to calm you down and you pushed me over and punched my fucking door" I rolled my eyes

"I know and I'm sorry, I wasn't thinking" George muttered gently

"Great what about the next time you aren't thinking? Will it be worse next time something bad happens"

"No dream I wouldn't do that.. I love you" he whispered "I don't know how to look after my emotions and handle them and it's obviously not your fault and I shouldn't of blamed you but at the same time you knew what you were getting into, it's a shit excuse but it's true you know that" he pointed out while looking at me

"I did but I almost do everything for you, I've brought you clothes, food, took you to see sapnap and.." I stopped myself before saying his name "and more but its like when your pissed you treat me like shit sometimes, I know I'm not a Saint by all means but Jesus that gives you no right to push me" I spat

"Ok fine you know what I'll tell you this straight, I'm fucked up in the head and don't know how to deal with emotions ever, if it's gets out of control I will punch walls, doors and god knows what else. I will cry and I will go into such a bad state that some people would think I'm insane. Fuck it gets way worse then that so I'm now giving you your final fucking opinion, I will leave you if your not happy, I will let you leave me if it makes you feel better and we will cut it off like nothing happened" George spoke

My eyes teared up and I started laughing

"You are such a fucking cunt" I let out "you don't fucking put our relationship on the line because I don't want you to fucking push me" I quickly wiped my tears with my left hand

"I didn't mean it li-" I cut him off

"No believe it or fucking not I love you, you are the reason I want to get up and go to sleep, the reason I eat or drink but for fuck sake george you just put our fucking relationship on the line over a small fight! Let's make this fucking clear now, I don't know where quackity is or anyone else, I don't know why the fuvk they ran but what I know is that I wnat to calm you down and look after you" I sighed and George placed his hand out, I curled our fingers together gently

"Did I do something wrong for quackity to leave me? Maybe I wasn't good enough for him no more or he wasn't proud of how I've grown up" George let out with a slight voice crack

"It's not your fault, love he was in prison and had lots of changes. It could of made him just want to leave" I reassured and he shook his head

"Dream it's obviously about me" he muttered "God sapnap even told me that quackity refused to talk about me and I knew I shouldve talked to him" he groaned

"Well then he had a reason either way, but you can't stop it now ok? Its a shit truth but you can't stop it so right now you can cry about someone who clearly wasn't worth it if he was willing to leave you and sapnap or you and me can sneak sapnap out, get him some nice clothes and take him down town" I smirked and George looked confused

I placed my hand on my arm rest before lifting it up

"500 here, 500 later" I muttered showing some money that I got off techno, techno is absolutely loaded and will give away money to me if I ask, I don't take advantage of it though but George needs to be happy

"I'm so fucking sorry, I didn't know that you had money" George's eyes teared up

"Hey hey your ok" I took his hand again to calm him down "I had half for qua- person and half for sapnap ok? But since he's decided to leave I've got it for you two" I rubbed his thigh

George looked like he was about to have another break down again but luckily I was just about to park

As soon as I did George got in my lap and dug his head in my neck

"I'm such a shit boyfriend and I'm sorry" he whispered as I slipped my hands up the back of his t-shirt to rub his back

"Your not a shit boyfriend- ok I could do with you not trying to end our relationship 24/7 but hey your fucked up so it don't count" I muttered in his ear and he started laughing

"I fucking hate you" he murmured and rubbed his eyes but wouldn't let me see him

"Your so emotional" I whispered and George quickly shook his head before rubbing his eyes then looking back up at me

"I wasn't crying" he murmured and I was so confused "it was a joke I don't cry that much"

"Love what's going on with you" I held his face

"Dream I'm fine, I don't cry ok" he said with a slight bit of attitude and went to leave but I locked the door

"Speak to me like that again and I will fuck you brainless in the back now tell me what's happened" I demanded

"Ok boys don't cry, I shouldn't cry because it was stupid to cry" he spoke his emotions being up and down

"George-"

"Oh my god you can't fix everything dream" George unlocked the door and left me stunned in the car

What's going on with him?