Could I really love him? (Jason x reader)

Chapter 4-Stuck

Y/n's POV:
I was stunned by his sudden speech, this whole dialogue was him either nodding or short outbursts of words.But this time he blurted out a full sentence. I nodded in response waiting for his question.

"Do you think I'm a monster?"

I was taken aback from the question, wondering why he even cares. But, I'll just answer truthfully.
"No Jason I don't think you're a monster,your just a traumatized little boy that's been through a lot."
From his one visible eye that peeked through his sack over his face I could tell his gaze had softened by my response. He seemed to pause again, he really does that a lot and I'm curious why.
"Why do you pause a lot?"
"Im talking to my mother".
Talking to his mother?his dead one?how? I figured I shouldn't drown him in questions, not wanting to set him off.

"Mother likes you"

His mother likes me? Why? Doesn't she hate all counselors? I didn't respond instead I looked at the ground in confusion. I mean it's great she doesn't want me dead but what does she want?
"So what do you want with me?"
"She thinks you can help"
"With what?"
"Me"
What does he mean by 'me', I'm so lost.

I few minutes have past and I still haven't gotten any answers from last night, is everyone alright? Is Ginny alright? Is Ted alright? Will I ever leave?
Jason is now sitting next to me on the bed staring at my facial features, he's probably never been this close to another human without killing them.Poor boy.
"Jason will you ever let me leave"
"I can't"
"But why?" I asked quietly and as nice as possible.
"Because you need to help me"
"I'm sorry I just don't understand"
He looked down at my hands rested on my lap and grabbed them gently, at first I was a bit startled but quickly calmed down when I realized how gentle he was. He picked up my hand and rested it where I think his heart was.
"Help my heart"
I felt my stomach sink to my feet, poor thing must be in world full of pain. I felt my eyes tear up just thinking about half the shit he's been through. Jason must have been startled by my sudden reaction, because he quickly let my hand go and apologized.
"No, Jason it's not you...you've been through so much and it hurts just to think about it"
Call me crazy for sympathizing for a murderer, but he is still just a kid despite his appearance and actions.

We sat their for a moment before I heard my stomach grow.
"Um Jason..I need food"
After I finished saying the word food, he quickly got up from the bed and went downstairs. Well what I assumed was stairs, after a few moments he came back up to present what he had brought. He put his hand out to reveal an....onion. In response I laughed to his behavior which he replied be tilting his head to the side In confusion.
"Jason..just unchain me I'll make my food myself" I tried to say as calm as possible,I won't escape for now. I'll wait till I've gained his trust.

He stepped closer to me, kneeling down onto one knee. He looked at me then back at the chains.
"No leaving"
I nodded he then proceeded to take a key out from his front overall pocket. He then un cuffed me, I rubbed my wrists a bit from the burning pressure from previously then it went away quickly.

Preparing my meal was a bit difficult since the kitchen was small in this cabin, also from the lack of food storage. Jason didn't leave my side one bit and it was a bit hard to navigate around the kitchen.
"Jason...do you mind sitting down..you don't have to be this close"
He responded by shaking his head which annoyed me, but better to be annoyed then dead.

Once I finished my meal I sat on the cabin couch to eat, which Jason followed right behind me and sat next to me; not taking his eyes off me. Maybe he wants to try some?
"Would you like some?" I asked sweetly.
He thought for a moment then pulled up the sack on his face. He revealed his cut, but also soft plump looking lips. I felt my face heat up as I continued staring. Jason tilted his head once again in confusion, I quickly shook off my trance and feed him a bite of my food. Just by his one visible eye I could tell it lit up just by having a bite of food. Hasn't he eaten since he died? This might be the first time he's eaten in years, poor thing.

I let him have the last couple of bites of my food, I smiled watching him eat. It was like watching a little kitten eat salmon for the first time, so adorable. After he finished he turned and gave me a smile before putting the sack back over his face.
"Chains..now"
He told me, I let out a frustrated sigh before having him lead me back into the bedroom.

He locked me up once more, then left. He said he'll be back to give me something's, didn't really know what he meant by that but stayed put anyway.

Once he came back he had a few things in his hands. A Rubik's cube,puzzles,and a game boy. I excepted his presents gratefully, better than nothing I suppose.
"Do you want to do the puzzle with me?"
I asked him politely. Which in response he nodded.
"Well I'm going to need to get out of these chains so we can do it on the desk"
He hesitated for a moment then unlocked me once more and we began working on the puzzle.

A few hours have gone by and the puzzle was a third complete, Jason had some outbursts here and there; but I made sure to calm him down which he did.

He is going to need a lot of fixing.

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A/n:
Awe look at you being all cute with a murderer 🤭