Could I really love him? (Jason x reader)

Chapter 7-Stay.

Y/n's POV:
After Jason's crying session i figured it was time to put him to bed.
"Come on big guy time for bed"
He shot up a glance from my shoulder to my face and nodded.

After tucking him in I laid down beside him resting my head on his shoulder, resting my arm around his chest.
"Good night Jason".
I waited for his response but he was already fast asleep.

I woke up to the sound of crunched up gravel from outside...Oh my god a car! I looked beside me to see Jason fast asleep, fuck it's now or never. I got up from the bed and tried to open the bedroom door, locked. I went around the room to see if there was any windows, something for fuck sake. I saw a small window above the small dresser by the closet, holy shit I might be able to escape! I got up on the dresser pulling the window open, then looked back at Jason one last time, I felt my heart sank, am I really going to leave? Fuck it I have a life to live. I put on leg out of the window, but then it got stuck. I tried my best to pull it back out but it was making so much goddamn noise.

*creek creek*

Just then I saw Jason roll out of bed running to pull me back out. He grabbed on my waist yanking me out, i tired to scream to get the car's attention, but he quickly covered my mouth. He threw me on the bed pinning me down so I couldn't move, I tried thrashing around, but he's a lot bigger than me so I gave up.

"I know their here!"

Ginny? She came back for me?
Now I was really thrashing, I need to get out she came all this way.

"Just let me look around please"
"Im sorry ma'am but this is private property".

With some bickering from here and there I can only guess it was Ginny and a police officer. A few minutes went by and I heard the same grinding of gravel under tires. Jason soon got off after the faint sounds of tires in the distance. I felt like all hope was lost I was stuck here now. I felt anger and pure rage wash over me, I was so close but no, Jason had to keep me as his housewife. Then the rage turned into sorrow, I started to tear up at the fact that I was stuck. Jason at up on his knees looking at me cry, he didn't even try to comfort me. I shot him a hateful glance with hot tears melting my face.

"GOD FUCKING DAMN YOU!"

I screamed at him while banging my hands against his chest while more tears fell from my eyes. He grabbed my hands and put them around his waist, and he wrapped his own arms around me. I stopped screaming and cried into his chest softly accepting his embrace.
"You, stay with me."
He spoke softly, and apart of me wanted to, I just didn't want to dedicate my life to him. I didn't want to fall in love with him. Jason pulled his embrace away from my wiping the tears away from my eyes, I hate him so much right now, but bless his heart.
He really wanted me here with him, I don't think anyone wanted me this bad the way he does.

After a while I got up to go to the shower house and to change and made us food, I guess this is going to be our routine for a while. But, I didn't want my life to be taking walks to take showers and making food on gas that would soon run out. I have to make him trust me so I can go to town and get essentials if I was going to stay there with him.

After finishing up our food I thought we'd do something fun! Couldn't hurt right?
"Jason are you still afraid of the lake?"
He shook his head no, perfect!
"Let's go swimming!"
He was surprised by my sudden enthusiasm, considering I was just crying about two hours ago.
But I changed into a pair of swim clothes while Jason was in his normal clothes, I really need to get him some new clothes. Not to be an ass but he stank bad, but he was dead so I couldn't really talk Shit.
"Jason, why don't we get you some new clothes?"
He looked at me a bit confused but I grabbed his hand and pulled him to Teds cabin, he shared one with some bigger boys so maybe we can find some clothes for him there.

After scavenging around for some clothes I found some shirts,pants. Also a pair of shorts and a Jacket. "Okay Jason after we're done swimming I'm gonna teach you some basic hygiene."
No I'm not gunna teach him how to brush his teeth and hair,but I am going to teach him how to clean himself.

After arriving at the lake I started swimming and relaxing by the lake. Thank god for the weather heating up, if I had to deal with anymore rainfall I would have lost my Shit. But, at the lake Jason didn't really swim with me he mostly watched me swim, creepy but might as well get used to it.

Swimming at bit longer, I turned to face the beach but Jason wasn't there. I started to get worried so I called out his name, but no answer. Just then I felt a grip on waist as I was being lifted into the air. I let out a shriek than some giggles when I realized it was Jason.
"Okay..you can put me down now!" I said in between laughter.
He let me down and a splash of water hit me from the sudden drop.
"You scared me!" I said playfully slapping his chest.
And from the corner of his mouth a smirk appeared on his face.

So cute.

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A/n:
No leaving for you 😉