Could I really love him? (Jason x reader)

Chapter 10-Passion

Jason's POV:
I caressed their cheeks studying their eyes then unique nose then their lips. I almost felt lost in them, the way their top lip overflowed over their bottom lip, I felt my own lips curl, I just wanted to taste them. I looked back up and their eyes to see them wide and practically glowing and how their cheeks lit up with a bright pink hue. Just then I felt their hands grab a hold of my shirt of my shoulder and inched their face closer to mine. Their nose caressed mine as I felt their hot breath hit my lips. Just then I felt contact between us. Their lips met mine and I felt a spark hit in my chest, I grabbed the side of their face and smashed their lips on mine harder. They quickly pulled away just to put their lips on mine once again. I felt their tongue graze the bottom of my lips, I opened my mouth to let them in. They quickly started exploring my mouth as I pinned them down onto the couch. I don't think I've ever felt like this before, a part of me wanted to be closer with them I needed to be closer. I pulled away to catch my breath as did they, we both looked at each other with wide expressions and lustful expressions. I looked down at them in a longing full eyes, I needed more. But, they gave me one last peck on the mouth before pushing me off of them.
"Your surprisingly a good kisser"
They said while giggling.
I felt my face heat up from the compliment, oh my god what is this feeling?
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~time skip~

Y/n's POV:
After going around the camp turning back on the generators and taking down the crime scene tape, I started to go by the shed to find more gas tanks for the kitchen, If I'm going to stay I'm going to need some power to live off of. Let's just hope they don't stop the plumbing. I figured it was time for dinner even if it was a bit early. I walked into the kitchen and looked in the fridge to see if we had some food left, just as I thought barely anything. We had some cheese,chicken,and some cream cheese. Fuck, I looked into the pantry to see some bagels, that were almost out of date and cheez-it's.
"Hey uh..Jason..I think I might need to run into town to get more food."
At first he said no but with some convincing and also telling him he could come as well we decided to head into town, what could go wrong?

After waking for about 20 minutes we made it to a small convenience store. Once we walked in the clerk immediately noticed Jason I tried to shrug off the stares and got some essentials. If I'm going to here I need to figure out a way to get money. But for now I'll just use what I have left. I bought some eggs,some different kinds of meats,and some things to snack on,and some other things. As we started our walk back I could feel Jason's eyes on me. I grabbed his hand and we started walking hand in hand all the way back.

I put our food in the fridge and the pantry and smiled as I felt productive. Guess I'll make some dinner.

After making us our food we sat on the couch like we did every time we ate dinner, we sat in silence for a minute, something felt awkward between us after we kissed. I felt his hand suddenly on my thigh, I looked up at him to see him staring at me, and I swear he had hearts in his eyes. He then grabbed my chin with his other hand to pull me closer. I started to melt and fold into his touch. He then placed a soft kiss on my cheek, then pulled away to look at my lips. He placed a firm kiss on my lips and I instantly got on top of his straddling my legs on either side of his waist and kissed him more passionately, I then pulled away to look at him in the eyes.
"Jason...do you know what your doing?"
I figured he might not understood what this meant so I had to ask him.
He grabbed the side of my cheek still giving me submissive eyes.

"Loving you."

I melted at his words and placed another passionate kiss on his mouth now slipping some tongue, he quickly accepted my tongue now adding his to play. I started to feel some arousal so I quickly got off. I can't have sex with him?! He probably dosent even know what that is! He gave me a look in confusion of why I stopped, oh my god what do I say?!
"I think we should stop here."
"Why?"
He asked while whimpering.
God damn what is he doing to me?
"I-um..you don't understand.."
He then grabbed me on my waist and put me back on him, I turned bright red at his actions. Doses he know what sex is?
"I'll just want more of you...and things might get heated?"
"I don't understand."
Fuck of course he dosent understand.
"Jason..do you know what sex is?"
"Sex?"
Oh my god this is so embarrassing.
"Just never mind it's time for bed anyway"
I got off of him and lead him to the bedroom and tucked him in, I was going to lay down next to him, but I was so horny..I have to take care of this.

After exiting the bathroom, Jason was waiting right out side for me.
"Just making sure you don't escape."
He told me.
"I know, I know."
I lead him back into the bedroom to tuck him in a second time, this time crawling in next to him.

I really need to control myself.

A/n:
AYOOO CHILLLL.
Me pretending like I didn't right this 😇