Frantic | J.JK

24

"Everyone gather around for the last activity of the day!" The teacher with the megaphone yells.

It was currently 8:30 pm. The night sky was twinkling with the stars and constellations present. The atmosphere painted with a dark blue and the full moon shining through the trees. The wind was a soft blow and it wasn't too cold nor too warm.

"What activity could they possible give us at night?" You mutter to Amani. Both of you were in your tent because you needed to change your outfit. You wore an oversized black hoodie with blue denim jeans. A simple and plain outfit just to get out of your dirty pajamas from earlier. You also made sure to comb through your hair, taming what Jungkook called a bird's nest.

You told Amani the whole situation and what Serena was informing you about. Although you had to hold Amani back from personally going to murder Jungkook, she stayed by your side and held you while you cried the horrid feeling out of your body.

You felt so stupid for falling in love with Jungkook. You couldn't stop yourself and you were such a fool to believe he would feel the same. How could someone ever love you?

"It's gonna be campfire stories. Everyone was talking about it when you were at the nurses office." Amani explains to you.

"Boring but okay."

You both exit your tent and head over to the campfire. Taehyung and Jungkook joined you two. Although Jungkook was next to you, you had been ignoring him and not acknowledging his presence at all. You just made sure to stay close to Amani despite her and Taehyung being attached by the hip. It was either be a third wheel or face the problem that made you almost throw up from crying. So third wheeling it is!

"Okay everyone take a seat in a circle! We set up logs for you all to sit on." The teacher announced as they sat down with the other staff members. All the students sat down in a circle.

You sat in between Jungkook and Amani. Making sure to stay closer to Amani.

"What would you do if I pushed you into that fire?" Jungkook starts with the bickering.

"Um. Probably burn I don't know?" Your voice was soft spoken and non threatening like usual.

"Woah what's wrong? You didn't insult me or yell?" He look at you and you refuse to make eye contact or face his way.

"Look at me, Y/n." He says more as a demand than a request. You don't though you just keep looking at the campfire.

"They're gonna start, we should pay attention." You say and luckily the teacher picks up her megaphone and speaks, saving you from this awkward situation.

"Alright! We will go around the circle and have everyone introduce themselves if they would like to!"

Great. Introductions.

"Go ahead. You start." The teacher points at the first student next to the staff. And so the ginormous circle rotation starts.

"Y/n. Is something wrong?" Jungkook asks you concerned.

"I'm paying attention to the introductions so I can't really talk right now sorry." You lie through your teeth.

"We both know you don't give a shit about these introductions."

"Jungkook just stop talking to me." You still refuse to meet eyes with him.

Suddenly he grabs your chin softly and moves your face to look at him. That warm sensation spreading throughout all your face and body just from his touch.

"Did I do something?" He questions and with that you felt the tears begin to sting your eyes as they formed.

"Jungkook stop." You push his hand away slightly and look back at the view in front of you. Just trying to focus on the fire flames rather than meet his concerning gaze.

"Y/n, what's wrong? Just tell me."

"No. It's fine just pay attention to everyone else."

"Please just tell me. I don't like when we're like thi—"

"You messed with my feelings Jungkook. You're still in love with Serena and she won't stop reminding me every chance she gets." You whisper yell as to stay respectful to everyone else around you two.

"What? I don't love Serena, Y/n. Why do you believe her?"

You wouldn't have really believed her. However, she knew about stuff that was only spoken between the two of you.

"Because you told her things only me and you would know." Your eyes glistening from the coat of tears making them appear glossy. You hold your ground though and stay strong.

"What? Y/n you see how uncomfortable I am around her. Why would I go to her of all people?" His eyebrows furrow as his expression is painted with confusion.

"Just forget it, Jungkook. She told me what I needed to hear."

"No. Y/n she has talked shit about you to me before. I defended you and didn't let her speak of your name like that ever again. I despise her but she won't leave me alone. Please just believe me."

"She talked shit about me?" You look at him with hurt tinting your eyes.

"Remember the first day she sat with us at lunch. She had whispered an insult about you to me but I had instantly shut her down the second you guys left. I didn't want you to know because I was afraid of it hurting you."

The memory reoccurring in your mind. Finally knowing what she had said that made him look so upset. However, this doesn't account for the way he told her everything behind your back.

"You still betrayed me, Jungkook."

"How? I don't tell her anything I promise!" He holds up his hands in defense, his silver rings have a slight shine from the moonlight.

"Just... Stop talking to me right now. Give me some time." You look away and focus back on the people introducing themselves. It made you upset that he wouldn't at least admit to his wrong doings.

There's no other way for Serena to had known those things beside Jungkook telling her.

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