Frantic | J.JK

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It's the morning after the party and you're now sitting on your living room sofa with a cold damp towel resting on your forehead to help you with the hangover. Jungkook didn't come home last night and you honestly couldn't remember much of what had happened with you two. There is one thing you vividly remember though.

"You're drunk and you're talking complete nonsense, y/n. I need some time away from you."

You furrow your eyebrows as his last words repeat in your head. What could you have said that made him react that way? God you're gonna murder Amani once you see her. How could she leave you alone at the party?

You let a small sigh escape from your lips as you take the towel off your forehead and stand up. You make your way up to your room and lay down on your bed.

Your thankful that it was a Saturday. You would not be able to last if you had the hangover during school. You literally would've cried if that happened.

You place the damp towel back on your forehead and wonder off into thought. Thinking of what you should do with the situation at hand.

Should you apologize to Jungkook? But apologize for what? You don't even remember half of what you had said. It's not like you to be so weak with him. You usually insult him or act cold due to his endless bullying. Or what was his endless bullying; stuff hasn't been the same since that night you two almost kissed.

You wish your parents never left you two alone in the same house. Maybe things would've been the same as before and you wouldn't have to be stressing like this over him. You would rather have him push you down the stairs again then feel this heavy pressure on your chest. The constant reminder that something isn't right with you two.

You get snapped out of your thoughts as a light knock is heard on your bedroom door. You take the towel off your forehead quickly as your heartbeat instantly picks up it's pace. God you don't even want to know what's gonna happen right now.

"Come in" Your voice was soft spoken and hesitant. Fearing what might take place.

Your room door opens and reveals Jungkook in the same outfit he wore the previous night. His eyes appear puffy and a hint of sorrow is in them.

"Can we talk?" He asks you as he closes your room door behind him.

"Sure." You sit up and scoot over so he can sit next to you.

He makes his way over and sits down. The smell of his cologne still going strong and filling up your senses. Your heart is beating fast and you feel like your floating just from being next to him.

"Listen, i'm sorry for yesterday. We argued like twice and that's not like me. I truly do apologize, y/n." He scratches the back of his neck out of nervousness.

"It's fine. We were both probably stressed. Plus I don't even remember the second argument."

"You don't remember? Like none of it?" He raises an eyebrow and a concerned look is on his face.

"No. None of it." You lie. You remember what he said. How could you not; it keeps repeating in your head.

"Oh... well i'm still sorry anyways. I have been acting distant the past days and that's just on me, it has nothing to do with you."

"It's fine. Let's just forget about it okay? Act like nothing ever happened." A soft smile forms on your face and you give him a thumbs up.

He smiles and he gives you a thumbs up back.

"Okay well, I just wanted to say that you looked absolutely atrocious when you were drunk." He jokes with you and laughs.

"Alright not too much now. Get out, ugly!" You point your hand towards the door as a signal for him to leave.

"Yeah yeah, we both know you would love for me to stay longer with you." He stands up and heads towards the door.

"I would rather stub my toe on the kitchen table repeatedly than ever want to stay longer than I have to with you." You cross your arms over your chest and roll your eyes.

And with that Jungkook just laughs and leaves your room. Once he's gone you let your shoulders relax and you become untense. Your body finally able to breathe. Even though you insulted him and acted mean, the whole time your heart was beating out your chest and you felt like you were gonna die any second in his presence.

You feel like a weight is lifted off your shoulders though. That heavy feeling is gone and you feel like you can actually breathe.

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It was now Monday and you were back at school. The place you hated most no matter how good your grades or social life was.

You twist the knob on your combination lock and then tug on it to hear the click of it unlocking. You open your locker and look for your science book. You rarely use your locker but for the occasions that you do it's usually because your science teacher sends out a last minute email to everyone saying that you need your science book.

You quickly put the book in your bag and shut your locker, making sure to hear the click from your lock. You then start to walk through the crowd and make your way to your class.

"BOO!" A pair of hands grab onto your shoulders and nudge you.

"AMANI STOP!" You push her hands off of you and roll your eyes at her.

"So how do you feel on this fine evening?"

Before you could even respond to that question she interrupts you.

"Okay I can't hide it from you for a second longer! Me and Taehyung kissed at his party!" She whisper yells to you and let's out a squeal. You raise your eyebrow at her.

"Oh you mean the party you left me alone at to die?" You roll your eyes and continue walking to your class. She holds onto your arm and walks with you.

"You can't still be mad at that! I apologized and bought you like 100$ worth of candy to make up for it! Plus I had texted you when I left the party and begged for forgiveness!" She defends herself.

"Don't care. Still mad. Plus die." You laugh at your own joke as you both arrive to class. You head to your seats and continue the conversation.

"Wow so you don't love me anymore?! After all our years! all our arguments! all our hugs! all our laug— oh my god.." Amani gets interrupted as she's staring at whoever just walked into the class.

You instantly look at her direction and your smile instantly falls. It's Serena. Why is she in your class? You're hoping that she didn't move to your class period.

You both watch her as she scans the classroom, looking for any of her friends or someone she knew. You both look away and hide your faces, not wanting to make eye contact or have her sit by you both.

"Oh my god! Y/n is that you?" Her voice shouting from across the classroom to the back where you sat with Amani.

"Shit. She saw us!" You whisper yell and panic to Amani. You look towards the front of the classroom and see as she makes her way over to your guy's desk.

"Do you mind if I sit next to you guys? I just transferred to this class." She sends a soft smile your way in which you just nod at her as a yes.

"Great! We'll definitely be good friends now because of this!"

"Yeah of course." Your words hollow and your face expressionless.

You would not be getting close to her. That's the last thing you wanna do considering she's super popular and could ruin your social reputation with a few words.

And also because she's Jungkook's ex. That goes against some sort of frenemies code, right?
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