........
Not a care in the world.
Protected by God.
No stress,
No worry,
No depression,
No anxiety,
No adult mind,
Childlike mind.
We all miss our peace.
Either from our childhood,
Or when we were happy.
Me personally,
my childhood was somewhat peaceful.
Always going outside,
barefoot most of the time,
neighborhood friends,
playing games,
having crushes,
"girl talk,"
walking around freely,
understanding that my neighborhood was safe,
apart from the drug dealer house in front of mine,
even then,
they never intended to harm me or others,
well i can't say that,
i don't know what happens behind closed doors,
they always seemed supportive of me,
and very sweet,
as if we were related,
good thing i'm not there any longer,
they have crashed their car into my basement,
my family moved out in time,
God knew it was going to happen,
He didn't want us to deal with it,
so our landlord somewhat kicked us out,
we moved away.
All the fun times,
my friends,
my school,
everything,
gone.
All i have now is memories.
At first i didn't understand,
i was upset,
depressed even,
i missed it all,
my friends,
my school,
everything.
I don't miss my 'friends' or school any longer,
i miss my innocence,
my true laughter
my non-stressful mind,
no depression,
no fear,
or worry,
i miss my childlike mind,
not a care in a world ,
just about toys,
and my trampoline.
I cared about fun.
I cared about God.
I cared about my family.
I cared about my 'friends.'
I still care about those things,
i don't have friends from that state anymore,
but it's fine,
i don't need them,
all i need is God.
But i just miss it.
I miss peace.
I miss me.
I hope i can find me again.
