Chapter 4 ( tw mentions of su!c!d3 and f slur)

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The crowd pushes me and Stan into the middle of the truth or dare circle. Both of us look at each other, scared shitless of what could happen. Neither of us were prepared for what actually did happen.

Kenny decided to start chanting "do it," he was clearly getting a kick out of this. Soon enough, everyone else was chanting with him.

If I went through with the dare, I would probably be outed by some rumor to the whole school. And like I said before I'm horrible at lying. This would be bad for Stan aswell. Even though he is really straight, at my school rumors and gossip can get so bad kids will become depressed and maybe kill themselves. And I can't stand to see Stan sad at all.

" I won't do it" I informed the crowd, and Cartman.

Stan has a sigh of relief, his face still inches away from mine. I don't even have time to think before the fucking fatass pushes our faces together.
Stans surprisingly soft lips touching mine. Except, he doesn't pull away. It takes a few seconds before I pull away.

Everyone saw me. Everyone saw me kiss a boy. A tear rolled down my cheek. I was so fucking embarrassed because of Cartman.

"What the fuck Cartman!" Stan yells at him.
" what it seem like you enjoyed it! Fucking fags"
Cartman says through giggles.

I could tell he wasn't shipping us, and that he just wanted to make fun of us, attempt to out me, and make us feel like shit as usual.

This time he took it way too far. And he has stated his disgusting opinions towards gay people. Same thing with Kenny and most people at our school.

I told Cartman I hate him and I ran out of the house. People started to laugh, again. My entire homophobic school saw me kiss a boy, not just a boy. My super best friend. Only 3 hours after I had realized I was gay. God knows what will happen Monday.

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