***Just a small chapter. Sorry dears didn't get time to actually write. I really overwhelmed after seeing those comments on aksing me the update really happy. Happy reading❤️***Arjun Pov:
"What are you thinking Arjun?" vinoth asked me.
"I never once treated her properly vinoth" I says while throwing the stones on the running water, as we both stopped on our way to digest whatever I heard about her.
"I never once tried to hear her side. "
"I never once behaved as her husband"
I laughed as soon as I uttered those sentences.
"Leave about been husband, I never once tried to behave as a human being with her."
"Dad is right Vinoth. Compared to her am nothing vinoth. When I grownup in a friendly environment. There she was trying to escape from physical abuse. When I was loving varshini, there she was trying to escape from Dhanraj inappropriate behaviour."
"After marriage she would have came to my home with lots of dreams right?. Dream to have a good life atleast thereafter. But what did I do?." I laughed.
"I behaved like a jerk. With just 2 months of her mother's death, I too showed her my hate. But the irony is she don't know why the fuck I hate her in first place. "
" What is the difference between myself and that Dhanraj, vinoth. Nothing. "
"Am not any different vinoth. Without knowing her mentality I spoked many things. Many horrible things, and the most cruel thing is I took her innocence when I was drunked. Which she has saved from that cruel man only to give Naah I taken from her which is nothing but a marital rape right?. And most importantly I even had the audicity to accuse her on had sex with me. Wow how much of an scoundrel I could be. "
" Why she didn't leaved me vinoth? "
" Why she didn't leaved me? "
" All I did shown is a hell to her. "
" Why she even put up with me for those 9 damn years. On our first night I spoked ugly words about her and pushed her to step on the glass pieces. Am no different that that sreesha right? "
" Am no different from them. "
" First I have to punish myself vinoth. Am not meant to be call as human being itself. " I frsutaredly says at him.
" Stop arjun, just make everything right atleast now. "vinoth syas by wrapping his hand on my shoulder.
"I don't know how to make it right vinoth. For all those mistakes I can't even go and ask her to forgive me. No one will forgive too. "
I laughed.
My tears were falling down on its own.
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