"Why are you looking at me like that?"
"Looking at you like what?"
"Like you want to kiss me."
In which, an idol accidentally gets added to the Enhypen group chat whilst undercover on her fan account
!Idol au¡
Mirae was wearing a grey blazer tucked into an off white coloured skirt and they were paired with black boots, a necklace and some rings and earrings.
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When Mirae saw the outfit, she could only think of one thing, "I need to loose some weight to actually look good in these clothes even my stylist said so."
Mirae was constantly told by her stylist to loose more weight and if her stylist ever caught her eating any unhealthy food, the stylist would force her to vomit it out. This time her stylist has told her to loose 10-15 lbs in a month which wasn't that hard for her as Mirae was used to it.
She was used to starving herself in order to loose large amounts of weight in a short amount of time. Any time she was sent to variety shows where she ate, she was worried her stylist would make her vomit the food out. And to Mirae's dismay, her stylist did do that.
Mirae was constantly telling herself that she's greatful that her stylist isn't telling SM entertainment for her to get plastic surgery. The thing is many stylists of idols/trainees can tell the idol/trainee to get surgery and if they dont, they'll get kicked out of the company.
This had happened to two of Mirae's two trainee friends before and she was absolutely terrified by even thinking about the fact this might happen to her one day.
Mirae eventually had to stop thinking about how 'ugly' she would look in that outfit as she had to go to the MAMAs.
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When she reached the MAMAs the staff told her to sit next to Enhypen. "What a coincidence considering what happened.", Mirae thought when she sat next to Sunghoon.
The first performance of the night was started with her one and only platonic soulmate, Jeon Somi.
Mirae wasn't able to pay attention to the performance as she couldn't help but notice how flat Somis stomach was and how slim she was. Mirae wished that she wasn't as fat as she is now. "But one can only dream.", She thought with a sigh.
After Somi it was Nmixx, Mirae couldn't help but cheer for the girls as they were probably the most talented group in 4th gen. She cheered the loudest for them and she was pretty sure Nmixx heard her themselves.
After a few performances, Mirae's inner once came out when she saw the 4th gen rookie girl groups perform cheer up.
She started saying the fanchant under her breath wishing that SME had debuted her earlier so that she could be in the presence of Twice but sadly she wasn't.
After the cheer up stage was her one and only performance because SM wouldn't let her do more than two.
Mirae though she'd have to lip sync again but when she tried to say something through the mic to hype up the crowd, it actually worked.
