Ch.6 More Secerts are Revealed

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*****************Tim's POV******************

As I ran to the nurse's desk all I was thinking was oh Alice why at this moment did you have to get hurt. Like I know she might be really hurt but if she committed suicide this will just get her to a ticket to we are lying and need to go to a mental institution.

When I go to the nurse's desk I talked to the other nurse named Annabel.

Tim: Hello I'm Alice's fiance  what room is she in?

Annabel: Oh Alice is in the ICU

Tim: WHAT!?! Why!?!

Annabel: Don't you know your fiance tried to commit suicide.

Tim: WHAT!!!!!!!??????

Annabel: Sir clam down. We don't need another person fainting

Tim: I'm ok just tell me can I see her?

Annabel: Let me see

As the nurse dialed to speak with the person in charge of Alice's situation I was thinking why did she try to die. Never did I ever tell her to just go die or be gone. Like ok I know I might not be the best fiance in the world or ok I'm the worst but I do care about what happens to her. I never really wanted her to leave since I was starting to feel like someone really cared about me. Since my childhood wasn't the best.

**************Tim's Flashback**************

When I was a child I was never loved by my family and never really knew them. The maids always cared for me, fed me, played with me. My parents they never cared about what I did or how I acted since they were never around.

They were always on business trips or working on a project in some far off country. My mother never wanted to give birth but since my father was rich and needed an heir she had to. So mostly I was a chld left by myseld with only the maids to raise me for my mother never loved or wanted me.

When ever I fell I would cry but soon realized the maids wouldn't come for they weren't my mother. Whenever I felt alone I would think it would be like to have a real family like the ones in the stories I would read. Finally, whenever I went to sleep I would cry thinking of the one question I always wanted the answer to; does anyone really care about me?

I would ask the maids and all of them would say the same thing "Of course Timothy why on earth wouldn't we." Soon word got around that I was to be cared and played wit me for I was getting depressed. Sadly them only pretending to like me just made me realized that I will never meet anyone that will care about me like in my stories.

At the age of 18 when I was packing my bags ready to leave this horrible place to start a better life they came. My parents arrived telling me that I was to marry Alice. I was devastated since I wasn't given a choice but in real life hardly anyone does.

*************************Flashback Over*****************************

Annabel: ummm Hello?

Tim: Oh sorry you were saying

Nurse: You can see you fiance she's awake and in room 1224

Tim: Great. Thank you.

As I walked down the hall I wondered how she would be if she would look different. All my questions came to a halt once I walked into her room. There she was my Alice on a bed with both her wrist's wrapped up.

When I saw her I broke down and cried into my jacket so that no one would know about it. I cried and cried as quiet as can be so that Alice wouldn't hear me.

I blame myself if I weren't her fiance she would be okay. If she had a different fiance he'd care about her and make sure this would never have happened. Oh I wish-

"Tim, are you crying?!?!?!??"-Alice

"Alice you're awake!!" I can't believe it she's awake I...I need to hug her.

"Owww don't hug me that hurts......."-Alice blushes from the fact that he knows she tried to kill herself.

"Yeah Alice ummm what no why did you do that."

"You wouldn't understand if I told you."-Alice says with tears in her eyes.

"I will Alice please just tell me."

"Just stop Tim okay you know nothing about me what I've gone through. You're Mr.Popular you've always had friends and never have you had to fend for yourself. You don't know of half the stuff I've gone through in my life!"-Alice

"Do you really think that I had a great life. I never knew that being left alone with the maids to be cared for was the best life in the world. I never knew that being lied to that they liked me was a great life but now I know."-Tim says yelling

"I didn't know."-whispers Alice

"Well now you do and I have to go sort this and next time when you're going to talk bad about me think before you open your mouth."

***************Alice's POV***************

Never would have I though that Tim would ever tell me something that personal. Like he's my fiance but we're not that close but we should be. I know that right now I should feel like crying because Tim just yelled at me but I won't.

I know this may sound crazy but I'm actually happy because everyone in my life just wants me to be happy. But with Tim it's not like that he tells me the truth because I'm falling apart and need to be told the truth in order to be healed. And no one in my entire life has ever done that for me until now.

As I stopped thinking about Tim I looked down at my wrists and was ashamed. I should have never let the voices take over.

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