"There now that wasn't hard was it."
"Says the no who didn't feel the pain."-I mumble
"What did you say?"
"Nothing just ow. Why what did you want me to say."
"Alice stop already."
If only he knew how I felt right now I don't understand what I'm feeling in my stomach. I hate it when he tells me that it's like when a parent scolds their child that's how I feel. I just want to be told what is happening to me I think I starting to feel like I'm in love but it can't be I'm such a horrible person I don't deserve this. Even my mother told me that I'd be lucky I wouldn't ruin this arrange marriage since no one else would love me. Oh my gosh I can't breathe what's happening to me am I having an anxiety attack I can't stop shaking.
"AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!"
---------------------------Tim's POV-----------------------
"AHHHHHHHH!!!!"
"Alice!"
"Help me.......can't breathe.....anx..iety....att.ack....."
"Alice just calm down, look at me everything is going to be okay."
"No..it's not....I'm a pro...blem"
"Alice no you're not you're the best person I know and I would die with out you."
"But mom....said no....."
"Alice! Alice!"
Please tell me she's not dead. I have to check.
-Lays ear near heart-
bump ..bump...bump.. bump..
Oh okay she's only sleeping I'm glad because if not we'd have to go to the hospital again just to be told Alice is suicidal and blah blah blah. I really don't care that Alice is suicidal I will help show her the wonder of life. Now let me carry her up to our room before she end up hitting the table or worse the sofa.
As I carry Alice I start to think what was she talking about that her mother told her and why did she have an anxiety attack?
--------Alice's Dreaming-------
"Ugghhh where am I?"
"Hi Alice."-says a little girl
"Who are you?"
"Don't you recognize me I'm you from the past."
"No your not cause she died ages ago, all that's left is me a worthless girl."
"You're wrong Alice because I'm is what is left of your innocent self"
"No you're wrong!!!! Wrong!!!!!"
"You can keep saying that to yourself but unless you want to know what you're feeling you better accept the truth."
"I won't...I won't.....I WON'T"
------------End of Memory-----------
"Alice! Alice it's just a dream wake up."
"I won't...I won't.....I WON'T"
"Alice! Alice it's just a dream wake up."
"Don't touch me......stop!!!"
"Alice calm down it's me Tim."
"........what happened?"
"Alice you had an anxiety attack and passed out and right now you were yelling I won't iin your sleep."
"Oh okay."
"So do you need anything or do you want to be alone."
"Umm can I be alone please and don't worry I won't have an anxiety attack again I'm just going to go back to sleep."
"Ok just yell when you need me then and don't hesitate."
"I will"
*Click*
---------------------------------Author's Note-------------------------------------------
Hi everyone I hope you enjoy the chapter. Sorry that it's short I've been going through a tough time but getting better.
Anyhow I wanted to know if you guys want a longer chapter or a short chapter like I always do?
Please leave me a message about what you think. Comment, and vote. Thank you
-PsychoChick1
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