Mr.Popular Meet Little Miss Emo

Ch.4 Misunderstood

---------------------------------------Tim's POV-----------------------------------

Okay here's a piece of advice when your fiance hits her head again don't take her to the hospital it sounds crazy but you'll save yourself a major headache.

So when Alice hit her head I took her to the hospital worried that she might think I'm her dad or grandpa next. Anyways I get there and guess what they call the cops and start interrogating me as if I'm a criminal and this is our conversation.

"So Tim do you ever get angry at your fiance?"- Bushy mustache cop

"No."- Tim

"Did you push your fiance?"- cop

"Why would I push my wife down the stairs!?!"-Tim

"Maybe because she thought you were he ex?"-cop

"Really I would push her because of a dead ex."-Tim

"I don't know would you?"-cop

By this point I was wondering if if this would ever end.

"So do you abuse her?'-cop

"For the last time no!"-Tim

"I don't hit her, I didn't push her, I'm her fiance why would I do that! Now please can we stop we these ridiculous questions so I can see my fiance Alice."

The cop thought about it and I guess he saw that I was mad and ready to the leave the room even if he said no so he said, "Fine your free to go."

After the little cop situation I went to Alice's room.

I stopped at the door frame thinking Will she remember me? How many more times will she fall? Will she be her usual emo self? Will she like me?

After what felt like a million years I heard my name faintly said.

".....Tim?......"

It was Alice! I rushed into the room and saw she was looking at me funny as if I was crazy but I was wrong.

"Why are you staring at me you Creeper!"-Alice

"Okay but first what's my name."- I said

"Really you forgot your name and here I'm the one who had a concussion."-Alice

"Alice please just tell me!"- I said begging

"Fine. Your name is Tim. Happy Mr. Popular."-Alice

"Very and be right back I'm going to fill out the paperwork so we can leave."- I said

"Whatever."-Alice

---------------------------Alice's POV---------------------------------

When I had fallen on the stairs I totally blacked out till I awoke again but this time I was outside of my body. I saw my body on a hospital bed and doctors quickly trying to get me to respond. I knew I was dying and I wasn't scared not one bit. For you see I had once tried to take my life away before.

----------------------Flashback-------------------------------

I was a Sophomore at the time and was really alone even though I was a rich girl I was avoided since I wasn't girly. To add to that my parents never paid attention to me or even told me "I love you" meaning it or facing me while not talking on the phone or other electronic. I had thought no one would ever like me or even try to understand me. Yet I was wrong....

A new boy had arrived from New York he had dirty blond hair, icy blue eyes, and pale skin. He wore black clothing and kept to himself yet was known by everyone. When I saw that everyone was attracted to him I knew he would only think of me as a worthless person so I ignored him.

Although I was wrong when I was eating lunch he came up to me and asked if he could sit with me and I said ok. We ate lunch and started a conversation and soon I realized that we had a lot in common we liked the same bands, loved the color black, and he was emo too.

Ever since that lunch conversation we became great friends that led to being a couple. Erik really loved me and never let anyone put me down or insult me. We were the best couple ever and dated all year into my Junior.

I was sooo happy to have met him because he was truly the only person who cared about my troubles and really loved me. I never thought he could be hurt or harmed because he was my knight in shining armor till the day of Katherine's birthday.

It was 6:30pm and we were driving to Katherine's house we were listening to music and I was thinking of how much fun it was going to be to dance with Erik at the party. Then, my thoughts were broken when I hear a crash and feel shards of glass in my skin.

I was barely conscious but knew that we had been in a car accident. I got my phone out and called 911 and told them to come quickly because my boyfriend was in pain and injured. After the call I say that I was mistaken Erik was at the edge of death; his clothes were soaked with blood and he was slipping in and out of consciousness. All he kept repeating is that he loved me and wouldn't leave me.

After a couple of gruesome minutes the ambulance came and they took us to the hospital the nurses kept telling me he was going to be alright. They were liars.

Erik never made it to the hospital he died 3 minutes after getting rescued out of the car from too much blood loss. I was left alone alive and yet unloved. My parents visited me to see if I was okay but mostly all they did was yell at me saying Erik was a bad boyfriend.

I never felt anything anymore just emptiness a hole that would never be filled. I was a walking corpse thinking everyday that why I didn't die that I should be dead with Erik not just me.

One day when I home the house was empty and I thought why should I be left here to suffer alone. Right then I got a knife from the kitchen and with out thinking I slit my wrists. It did hurt but it hurt more to be alone unheard and unloved.

Yet I was saved because my parents came and brought their personal doctor who was forced to sign a contract saying they would never speak of what I did to anyone because it would be bad for their reputation. And ever since then I knew they only carried about their reputation and decided not to die because their might be someone who could be like Erik waiting for me.

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I know that I shouldn't have been thinking that death is better than living but when no one understands me and just always misjudges me it feels lonely. I know that Tim doesn't like me that he probably wished I was dead or forgot him so that he could get a new fiancee. Now that I think about it I should have pretended.

He would probably had been happy to see me forget him. -sigh- I wish Erik was alive with me it feels lonely to battle a arranged marriage with a fiancee who probably wishes I had forgotten about him.

"Alice?"-Tim

"Oh sorry was just thinking."- I said

"Oh of what?"-Tim

"Oh nothing important just....yea thinking."-I said knowing that he will never understand me like Erik did.

"Ok lets go then."-Tim

"Okay."- I said leaving behind the chance to pretend to forget him so he can get rid of me since no one really cares if I die except my parents but only because they will lose money. Oh well I might get lucky and fall again yet I think that's a bit too dangerous.