Okay people,
the second thing we are going to complain about is depression....
A thing myself, many of my friends, and many people in the world go through.
You don't have to be diagnosed with depression to have depression. It's like saying you don't need someone to tell you when you are sad. Am i right? Depression is horrible. Horrible. I remember the days i was really really depressed. I thought i was faking though. I thought i was a fake and that i didnt have depression. I thought that i was faking it all and i could get better by myself.
But that's not it.
One day i woke up, and felt different. Very very different. I remember i acually got out of bed and didn't remind myself of how bad i felt. I made it through the morning. I go to school, and my friends come up to me and ask if i was okay today. I said yes. No "im fine". No "i dont want to talk about it". I really did feel better. I go home that night and looked in the mirrror and started to cry. Tears of joy. I was happy again. I felt happy again. Very happy. There was no more pain. No more cuts. No more pills. No more sadness.
I went to school the next day and told my best friend ashley that i felt way better. We kind of hugged for five minutes.
But me being happy, me not focusing on my problems, me trying to help others and make people happy, i found somthing horrible. The world. The real world.
I saw sadness happing everywhere. I saw it in my friends, my teachers, and even in my parents. I saw it in people i didn't even know. I saw it everywhere. Then, i reminded myself why i started to be depressed. I found out what had happened to me. The sadness over loaded the world.
If you have depression, you are okay. I know you arn't feeling perfect, but you will be okay. Everything will be okay and you will get through this. Talk to a friend. A parent. And if you don't want to talk to them, talk to me. I know what it feels like to go through shit. Please get help and stay safe <3 I love you. Have a nice day xx
