Confusion ~ SpringTrap x Reader

Chapter 25 ~ Revenge

Shade p.o.v

I sat in the back room, in my human form. The only form that didnt look stupid... I had to though, i wasn't yet strong enough to return to my suit, which i forgot to mention, was dismantled.

i heard footsteps but didn't do anything, let them see that it was me.. I didn't care. "Shade?" Springtraps voice came from the doorway.

I didn't turn, i didn't do anything. I heard him walk over and sit by me, i was looking away from him though.

i didnt want to be seen this way, so scarred and injured.. The effects of being broken were like nothing else... Nothing else i had ever felt before.. Pain, nothing but pain and depression.

"Shade. Look at me." His voice was gentle but stern. I wasn't going to let him see i was giving up. I was withered because of my own careless actions. The killing.. The fact that there was a decomposing body inside my costume..

"Shade.." He had a pleading tone in his voice now. "Why" One simple word but my voice wasn't at all strong. It was weak and whispery. "What happened to you.. I can see the blood you cant lie to me.."

I turned. My scars, bruises, cuts... All were visible to him "What happened?" He asked, looking at me from head to toe..  "This is a result of my own carelessness" i said simply, it pained me to speak.

"Care to tell me?" He asked, i shook my head no and he sighed. "you have to tell me some time Shade.." He said as i walked painfully to the door. "Do i.." I asked. I felt the door forcefully pushed closed and turned.

i was met face to fave with springtrap, i shivered slightly. He stared at me intently for a couple of seconds. "Why are you staring at me" I said, very quietly.

Violet p.o.v

I'm glad he finally understood i didn't want him back...

Shade p.o.v

i felt his cold lips on mine briefly and then he was just looking at me again. "tell me.." He whispered, he looked so...worried.

"My careless actions.. As i said before.. The killing i did every day. It's hard to mask a dead body in a suit springtrap.. You don't understand, they never looked at you, they never suspected a thing about you.. They always stared at me, looked for some evidence.. The bloostains said it all.." I didn't have to say any more.

"They dismantled you.." He said slowly, figuring it all out.

"yeah, i should have had it coming, the fact that they always searched, there was no way they would have not found anything. I mean, it wasn't possible for me to hide it. I'm lucky i lasted as long as i did"

Cold... Sad... Dead...