Magcon Snapchat Imagines

Shawn misses you

//This is a normal Magcon imagine. I'll get back to the Snapchat ones in a bit//

Shawn sat with a few of the Magcon boys in a hotel room, while they were planning a few things, he sat there and looked at the empty chair next to him.
He insisted nobody sat there, but for unknown reasons. But to him it was very clear.
Y/N died last year in a bad car accident. Shawn remembered sitting next to your hospital bed and watched you flatline. It took major affect on your two year boyfriend. He insisted that no one sat there because it was your seat.
Shawn began singing "Say Something" and kept looking at the empty chair.
"Shawn, who are you singing to?" Taylor inquired, concerned about the depressed boy.
He stopped playing and looked at the chair.
"Y/N"
"Nobody is sitting there" Cameron said softly.
"Y/N is there"
"She died a year ago. She's-" Matt tried to explain.
"No she didn't!!! She's right here!" He said with tears filling his eyes. "I know she is right there. Y/N loves me. S-She's always there." He trembled out, voice cracking. The boys gathered around him as he put his guitar aside and started crying.
The boys knew how much you meant to Shawn. You impacted every single one of their lives. They all lost a part of their family.
They all hugged Shawn and each other, some crying and some denying the fact that they wanted to cry too.
The day of your funeral, they all came. All for Shawn. All for you.
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You watched from aside as the boys cried, all holding Shawn. You found an opening and placed your hand on Shawn's back. You knew he wouldn't feel it, or see you. Your hand went through him. You missed it. You missed his hugs, his kisses. Even the simplest touch, you missed it.
"I love you Y/N" he sobbed out.
You said it too, knowing nobody could hear you.
"I love you too Shawn."

//I feel so awful for writing this. Excuse me while I cry and bathe in holy water//