rewrite the stars.

Feild day

A/N : i made this chapter long for y'all because i haven't updated in over a month, (Writers block.) anyways, enjoy!

Bellas point of view.  3 weeks later time skip^

I awoke to the sun shining through my window with a perturbation of how my day would go, — not good.
To be honest i had a horrible feeling, it was gut wrenching, i feel like i should've stayed home but here i am pulling into the parking lot. Fear pulsed throughout my body like it was this morning, 'what the fuck type of witchcraft is going on with today.?' It makes me uncomfortable to be exact and now im not sure how my temper would or will be for the next 7 1/2 hours. As the bell rang me and 654 children filed into the school building at once making it very claustrophobic for everyone, People pushing and shoving by every minute trying to not be late so they don't get a write up, they REALLY need to fix those types of rules. Especially with how small this school is with its amount of children. looking for my normal seat, i see both Edward and Alice greeting me with a smile; 'i love you both so much please don' leave— EVER.' They really can lighten the mood, especially Alice's frowny-smile, and Edward's crooked smile. The sun shined brighter than a flashlight to the eye, blinding; It came in through the window and shined across the desks and along the floor, causing it to look enchanting to the human eye, maybe only mine. I could barley pay attention to what my teacher was saying, my heart was thudding and something in my chest felt like it was squeezing, god damn— why is it so hard to breathe? 'Fuck.' i laid my head down as gentle as i could without making a scene, although— it didn't work, copperhead noticed. 'Great! This is fucking wonderful— why, why him? I think ill pass out if he touches me. He's not bad, He's my best friend.' My best friend who i obviously have a crush on, EVEN Alice knows, so if he doesn't know then he's probably stupid or has his eyes and ears on someone else — god i hope not.

"Bells, Are you okay?" He shook me gently and i flushed a bright pink.

"Im lightheaded." I could only muster up those words, although i had something else i wanted to say. Not even pulling my head up because i was scared shitless that he'd see my face.

"Do you need the nurse?" He was now touching my head caressing my hair, i felt a shockwave of something fill my body from the stomach up. His left hand now grabbed my right hand, i flinched; there it was again, his hand jolted from mine as well, did he feel it too.?

I was fine, really. That only lasted a bit until 7th hour where the spark of a shit show started up again, my heart plummeted to my stomach. 'The mile?!?! God fucking dammit.' "Uhhhh, i don't really know how to run too well." I whispered to alice, "me either to be honest. But edward does so he might leave us behind."
"Oh." I felt a surge of sadness erupt, since when did i care so much if he was near me?— made zero sense in my opinion. As i changed into my gym clothes, or— well tried, i noticed that my only pair of clean ones were a pair of smaller shorts and a tee- shirt which was small compared to my usual ones, and it was WHITE. "Lord." I whispered, alice poke her head in my direction, 'was i that loud?' No way. "Whats wrong?"

"Im running out of gym clothes and the ones i have make me look suggestive." I whispered softly so nobody else couldn't hear, "bella, you don't look suggestive, and if people think that you do they really need to get their mind out of the gutter." I smiled at her, she always made me feel good about myself.

"Thank you." She gave me a warm smile and finished putting her clothes on as i did mine. Almost everyone was out of the locker rooms as we left, well, mostly the guys were. There were some girls that are still changing, or doing other things. I turned my head over to see where edward could've been, and there he was; the enchantment to my eye. 'OH SHIT.' I was staring right at him as he was staring directly back, i flushed as red as the fucking tomato from veggie tales. I looked away quickly and tried to distract myself, the coach debated on if we should go outside as the weather is starting to get bad. It started to rain so he let us stay inside, but we had to do one thing, play a sport. It could be any as long as we did something, 'at least nobody has to see me run.' My brain trailed off to other places, "what do you want to play?" A familiar voice came up from behind me i jumped and lost my balance, landing right onto him, to stop me from falling more he decided to put his hands on my hip bones, 'dear god.' Once again, i felt heat rise to my cheeks and everywhere on my body. 'I really hope I didn't hit his groin or something, that would make it extremely awkward.'  I think i did. He grunted and stepped back,  "sorry bella, I didn't mean to scare you." I turned my head to look at him, he was red as well as i was. He half smiled but it didn't reach his eyes, i think i might've made him uncomfortable. I really hope not. i stepped away away and apologized quickly and ran off to alice, who wasn't that far away from me looking at me in awe. "I think he likes you." She giggled as i hit her, "shut up!" i whispered yelled.

'So she finds this amusing, fine then.'  "I don't think he does but whatever floats your boat." She stared at me, "oh really? — i wonder where he went?" 'What?' "What do you mean by that?" I was now confused and coming to conclusions i did not want to think about right now. "He went to the bathroom." She smirked at me, "i don't know what that's supposed to mean?" She giggled harder. Now this was making me nervous,

"He's fixing himself, personal reasons."
I went wide eyed. "WHAT" she started to break into fits of laughter, "theres some proof he likes you— go get your man please, He's gonna be noticed as missing and people are gonna find him like that." She looked once again at me, "no way in HELL am i gonna go into the boys bathroom." She frowned, "worth a shot." She looked away from me and behind me, "oh look! There he is." I shot my head his way, he looked even more flustered since i last saw him, 'i guess my conclusion is right,' i halted and blew those thoughts out of my mind, i was gonna have an aneurism and have to pull what he did if my brain doesn't behave. To be honest i kinda wanna hug him, i wonder if he cared— probably not. But that would have to happen after class, i didn't need more people looking at me. As he noticed me he started to walk twords me but Jessica Stanley caught him before i could. He frowned?!? 'No way, Jessica's way prettier than me and he would obviously have a chance with her.' Anyways, back to being emo.

"Someones jealous." I peeped over to see Alice right next to me, "i am NOT." I tried to swat at her but she dogged me, "don't worry hun he's not even close to being interested." I felt a spark of excitement, "he's coming over here act natural." She giggled again and i debated on hitting her again, "uhhhh why did Jessica Stanley just ask me out?!" 'What.' "Well, what did you say?" Alice piped in. He looked at me and then looked to her with a glance in his eye, like some type of sibling telepathic shit. "I said no. I like someone else actually, she wasn't close to my type." Those words were soul crushing, i had the urge to cry. But i couldn't, maybe i could fake fall and cry. But that'd one: be embarrassing. Two: id probably have a mental breakdown hyperventilating type of cry. And three: id never want him to see me cry. Not realizing i was zoned out into my own thoughts i come back to reality with a hand in my face. "Bella we have to go dress in, the bells going to ring." "Oh uh okay." I walked with her as we opened the locker room door, and i felt myself being yanked into the bathroom.

Word count: 1507 words.