Over the years (Domson)

2020

The year of 2020

Dom's POV
After that happened me and Kells still did some stuff together. Interviews, shows, he was on  my show, the Yungblud show, during quarantine and we made another song. The pandemic was now already over so we could finally meet up again. I've missed him, I haven't heard anything of him in months. So the next time we gonna see each other again will be at some party. Which is today. Which I'm currently being brought to. I asked my mates not to come since I wanted to have this evening just to meself and Colson. So we could catch up and i could ask him to just forget about that incident. I walked into the room and firstly got me a drink. I sat at the bar watching out for the tall blonde. A guy sat on the barstool next to me, probably in his fourties'. As soon as I spotted him I felt a familiar feeling in my stomach. But as the crowd of people finally cleared a bit I noticed he hasn't come alone. Next to him stood a beautiful curvy girl. Megan Fox. I knew her. Or at least I heard about her. They went to the other end of the bar and got themselves some drinks. Then he kissed her softly. My stomach turned. I downed a shot of tequila and another. Why do I feel like this about him? I hate this! The guy next to me seemed to have noticed me. "Hey, boy. You gonna get sick", he said. "I don't give a fook", I said bitterly. "You don't seem at your best... should I... try make you feel better?", he asked, trying to sound seductive with his rough voice. "And how'd you do tha'?", I asked. "I could take you upstairs and see where it goes from there", he offered. He was definitely more than twenty years older than me, but I decided I don't give an actual fook. "A'right then", I said and he looked surprised as if this pick-up line doesn't usually work. He stood up from the bar stool and waited for me to do the same. I jumped off the barstool and he started walking, guiding me by the waist through the crowd. We were stopped by a certain blonde blocking the way. "Hey, Dom! Im so fuckin sorry I forgot we were going to meet up here!", he apologized. "It's fine, Kells, I see you brought someone, it's probably better if you don't leave her alone for too long", I said sweetly. "And besides that we also have some business to attend to", said the guy next to me, urging me to end the conversation. Colson frowned in confusion until he realized it. He realized that the guy next to me, who was grabbing my hip so intimately, was on and about to have passionate sex with me. "That's right", I said and kept walking past my once best mate. Me and the dude walked upstairs. I have to say he wasn't bad at what he was doing. Going hard and fast at it, sometimes a bit too rough, but that's fine. It's not unusual for one-night stands to be slightly imperfect since the partners don't know the others body and kinks and what they prefer. It was a bit humble, but at the end we both got what we wanted. I put my skirt back on and tried cleaning the mess we left on the bed. Just as I got the blanket away from the mattress I heard the door open.

Colsons POV
I was quite surprised to see Dom at the party when I remembered I invited him here to catch up. I completely forgot about that! I thought I could take Megan on a date here. But seemingly not. It bothered me. The fact that I forgot about him. I felt guilty. Then I saw him get up from the barstool following a guy that in my eyes looked not trustworthy. I cut them off midway. As soon as I understood that they were on their way to have a good time I felt defeated. Nothing I said now would make the situation any different. It doesn't matter how much I'll keep them from walking at the end they'll walk upstairs anyway. So I just let it happen and went back to Megan. I got myself some more drinks and tried to look interested in what shallow topics Megan offered for a conversation. I sat in the perfect position to see the stairs they went up to see how the guy from earlier walked downstairs calmly. When Dom didn't return for a few minutes I got worried and excused myself and went upstairs. I walked into a room and saw Dom standing there getting rid of some towels. "Oh, hey Kells", he greeted, smiling. He sounded out of breath and the room smelled like sweat and... well sex. He was covered in sweat and three extremely indecent hickeys covered the right side of his throat. His shirt was a bit messy and his black skirt was only halfway zipped up. It was only too obvious what just happened in this room. "Hey, Dom", I said and swallowed. He took off his bucket hat revealing his hair. What I didn't expect was fluffy red hair to appear. I didn't know he dyed it again. It looked amazing. We did some small talk. "Hey, Dom? Im sorry about this. I completely forgot about our meeting here", I apologized. He just nodded. "I'll go now Kells. Isn't Megan still downstairs?", he asked. "Yes, but-" "then you should go back", he interrupted me. He left the room and I just stayed in the sex-messy room for a while. Where did we go wrong? Right. When I stopped texting him. When I started ignoring him and trying to forget him. Which obviously worked.

Dom's POV
I walked out of the building and drove away. I thought this evening could be better. I thought we could finally move on from the drama and the whole kiss thing. But he had to bring that bitch. And forget about me. Whatever. I just went home and fell asleep. The next morning I received a message from Kells and after I was done throwing up I could also read it. He apologized for everything again and asked me to forget about it all. I decided to give him a second chance. We did catch up after that at some café. We talked, we laughed and we were actually happy again. Over the weeks he trusted me more and I trusted him more and he started telling me about his past and about the trauma he carried with him since his childhood and his drug addiction which was caused by that trauma. I talked him down about it and gave him many recommendations for various therapists and clinics to get clean and sober, people he could talk to besides me and life advisors. He promised he'd look them all up. Meanwhile I noticed him and Megan getting close. The day they went official was like a slap across the face, but I ignored it and acted happy for him. I thought now I could move on from my crush. But Kells had other things in mind. We met up for another song idea. We experimented with different samples and lyrics, melodies and some guitar cords. At the end of the day our single 'acting like that' was done. Ironically that song mirrored most of my thoughts about Kells. He's way too hot to be acting like a freakin asshole, that is. The whole evening took a surprising turn when I found myself being in an absolute bliss of pleasure as he fooked me raw and hard, our tongues sliding against each others letting us taste the various drinks we had. How did that happen? Another kiss. Which turned into a make out session. Which turned into hot messy steamy sex. The next morning I felt guilt rush over me. We shouldn't have done that. I shouldn't have let it happen. Colson seemed relaxed, not taking it as seriously as I did. Sometimes I really can't understand him. "You want some coffee?", he asked. I got up and put on my clothes before rushing out of his door into the hallway straight out of the house. He didn't want to be confronted by this. If he didn't want to think or talk about what happened, fine. Then he can go and see how much I'll care.

The next few days I didn't call or text him. And I ignored it when he did. We slowly, like very slowly got back on speaking terms then. And that's when it started. Whenever Kells was drunk, when he felt down or angry or had any, literally any bad emotions he would come up to my house then he'd take me to my bedroom and start to make out with me and then he'd undress me and soon it was just him fooking me so hard until I couldn't remember who I was. If I had people over or hosted a party didn't matter to him as long as he got what he wanted. I felt the worst every morning. Each and every time I asked myself why I let it happen, why I was so defenceless when it came to him demanding my body. Why was I too weak to just stop him? It began fookin with my head. And that's how the year of 2020 ended. In a absolute mess.