𝐀𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐘 ; 𝑜𝑔

ᦔ᥅ꫀꪖꪑᦓ

Tonight, I'm laying with my pain
Dreaming while listening to the rain
A calm melody to contrast with my mind
Anything but dark thoughts inside to find

And then intrusion in my mind like a robber
Your pretty face shows off and comes closer, so freaking closer
Pretty eyes, pretty face, pretty lips
These are so desirable to kiss

God, you make me crazy
Feeling both calm and super dizzy
At the same time, don't know how I am
My mind flies in the clouds because of you, little mam'

I'm lost between too many things
Just too many fucking feelings
Love or death, what should I choose ?
No matter what choice I do, I'll loose

I'm trapped inside this shit
Don't know what to do to erase it
I can't stay alive with those thoughts
Might have to take all of the pills I just bought

And at the same time I imagine myself in your arms
Covered by your tears, due to all the harm
I infliged to myself, but you won't cry
You don't even know that I want to die

Darling, I'm madly in love with you
I don't know what I wanna do
Just know that this love is impossible
But that's not a reason to stay impassible

I need you to do something,
Anything but playing with my feeling
I both love and hate it when you're so sweet
'Cause the love I feel is the reason I can't be alive anymore

Your sparkly hazel eyes aren't enough anymore
I will not endure this dilemma no more
Nothing could erase my bloody tears
So glad I am going to desapear