HELL IN HEAVEN | J.JK FF ✔

10. Love

K I A R A

I don't know why, but I felt

devastated,

disgusted,

disheartened,

disappointed.

We could have talked it out, but he thought of handling it immaturely.

Was it really necessary to fuck your anger out? WE ARE ADULTS! We are supposed to be sorting this matter out calming, through conversations and advices, we could have.

But, why am I so committed? It's not like we are in any kind of relationship. Why am I crying? WHY THOSE TEARS? It's not worth over him. Please stop, no matter how strong I appeal, I can't seem to ignore my heart clenching so bad, as if it got wrecked into uncountable pieces.

Who are you Jungkook?

Who are you?

You look like an Angel.....
But you sin like a devil....
Who are you?

I need my answers.
Is there anyone who can give me my answers? Anyone who can enlighten me? Am I being played? Is there something I am not aware of? I need to know! This is not how life goes on!

If no one tells me nothing, I will find my longed answers all by myself. This is my fight, for my life.

Author's POV

Jimin stood there behind the door, secretly hearing his bestie's hurtful tantrums and thoughts. All he could do was nothing, he was bounded by certain boundaries and he knew,

This is not the time to let her know, about her and about her questions.

As much he wanted to break into her room, hug her tight and assure her that everything's fine and tell everything he has been holding back, he couldn't. He couldn't muster up the courage. Defeated within himself, he left for his room, wishing all of this to end soon.

<Next day>

Her body, mind and soul asked for rest, peace and calm ness, she had to wake up, cause Jimin woke her up as always. She denied to go but he forced her, for he knew her thoughts will eat her up. He wanted her to stay away from her thoughts, from the reality for a moment. Because one day, she will have to face them and that would change everything.

He feared of the future, for it holds so many pleasant and unpleasant moments but we, as typical souls, we seem to look after those unpleasant moments isn't it?

No matter how good seconds you have lived, one bad moment and there goes your life in hell. I don't care if it kicks something in you but it is what it is.

Lazily freshing up, she got ready for her university. She skipped her breakfast, she wasn't in a mood. But her "mood" got even worse when she saw Jungkook rubbing his eyes cutely while walking down the stairs. His exposed chest showed numerous hickeys and scratch marks that you forced yourself to look away.

Baby Prince woke up after fucking everything and everyone.
You thought and ignored him, all set to go university when you heard him say,

"You really think you can go without me? "
Stupid Nonsensical Ass.