pathetic.
(tw: sh)
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pathetic.
why?
thoughts racing through my head
moving faster than the blood dripping around me.
"it's okay"
but even i can't convince myself of that lie
"so close."
almost a month without it
but nothing can stay the same.
you failed
shame.
shame.
shame.
my hands and head
are filled
completely red.
"it's too much"
i know why i did it
it all just hit me
all at once.
i could feel it all pumping and it had to be done.
i didn't want to do it.
but i couldn't resist
so i guess it's back to the routine.
clean it up,
reset the clock.
breathe
then cry.
just please.
i hope they try to understand why.
07.30.2022
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts within me
PoetryPoetry is often called the window into a persons soul. So i guess this means you're about to walk into a library of me soul searching. CORNYYYY LMFAO. WELCOME TO MY SOUL! all content is original to the author.
