Nessa Barrett one shots

one|One night stand

he kissed my lips like how he use to kiss me years before. I kissed back feeling like the time stopped. it stopped . its us,again in our old bedroom in sway, kissing,making out and about to have a one night stand

he kissed me like never before, a mixture of lust and pain. he's kissing me like how a lover would do after not seeing his other half for so long. i kiss him back solely for my own pleasure not thinking about him

he held my body so gently, something he never did before

"i love you,ness" he said and continue to hold my body close to him but stopped kissing. the alcohol hit my system already and in a matter of minutes.i was out

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"im really sorry" i hear a whisper on my ear and sobs. i just woke up and hear this first thing. he kissed my cheeks and got up

he grabbed a hoodie and sweatpants as i continue to close my eyes acting as if im asleep

he kissed my lips again and said "i know you're awake" with a chuckle following after

i open my eyes and smile

"i got you a hoodie and sweatpants" he said with a smile

"thank you but i really need to get going"

the sparkle in his eyes went away. sadness fuilled the room immediately. his face dropped the smile he just had a second ago

"you have to go back to him... im sorry,ness i should have not asked for this" he said with regret in his ocean eyes

"we broke up" i said then grab my phone

he hugged me from behind and sobbed

"i only asked for this is because i miss you"

"i only did this is because i wanna feel your presence again"

"if i can go back in time,nessa you know i would change all of this shit ive done to you"

he sobbed harder as his tears wet my shoulder

i pushed him off and grabbed my keys then got out of there.

without looking back. a tear fell off my eyes as i drove home

"where we're you?" a very confused and concern chase asked

"out partying" i said bluntly

"or out with josh?" chase said with a scoff

"what the fuck do you mean" i said annoyed

"check your fucking phone" he said now visibly mad

tiktokerinsidersinfo
#nessabarrett spotted getting out of #joshrichards house. #jessa back?

"ah fuck" i said plopping myself down the couch

"sooo y'all back together?" chase asked

"no. of course not. i just broke up with harley dude. thats fast " i said with my head still in the pillow. i doubt he understands a bit of what i said

i raised my head just to see him stare at me

"what?"

"i love you gorgeous"

i smile and blush. i dig my head on the pillow again fighting the urge to scream

'i should have picked chase'

he went in the kitchen and cooked something that smelled soooo good. i followed behind and took a seat on the counter

he came to me and hug me from between my legs

"what's wrong?" i ask him wuth a smile

"i love you"

.....

the door open and immediately snap my attention. cameras and josh,dave and brianna was in the door
i tap chase to signal hin to let go but well. this ass didn't wanna let go

"its josh"

he shook his head and dig it more on my chest

ryland came out and thankfully asked

"what happened to him?"

"he's fucling sick again"

i feel chase smile knowing my lies always work with them

"move,let go of me or we'll see eachother in tiktokroom" i whisper

he let go and went back to his cooking

saw bryce walking down the staird snd immediately scream

"You're here all these time???????!"

he laughs and hug me

"were ya lookin' fo' me baby" he said in a cringe tone

"hey back off. she's mine" chase said making me and bryce laugh

we kinda forgot the bffs crew were there

i jumped off the counter and went in Chase's room to lay down

at this point, i cannot look josh in the fucking eye. we kissed last night then im gonna see him the next morning? oh fuck

Bryce's pov

"dude don't even ask. I have a feeling nessa and chase are together" I laughed

I saw the sudden change in joshes eyes, its sad. What the fuck

"josh?" bri called out

Josh just snapped his head towards bri and smike weakly

.......

Tiktok is going insane. People noticed the change in josh's eyes when i said that and well..... A lot is going on

3 weeks later

Chase

Tears as i watch her in a hospital bed, unconscious. My shirt still soaked. My whole face and body hurts from exhaustion and im probably dihydrated. The door open and boom. BFFs crew along with cameras and Mads and indi

I immediately looked at jaden on the other side of the room whose staring blankly at nessa

"what the fuck?" mads said, her attention is in jaden

"do not even start with me right now, madison." Jaden said with a stern in his voice

"what happened?" josh said as his voice shakes a bit

I lost it

"i was soaked in her blood! She tried to follow cooper! She tried to kill herself!" i sobbed uncontrollably and jaden followed soon after

Its like the world stop for all of us. Jaden have a lot to say but not right now. He's also in tears

"she- she was smiling before i left.." josh said with his eyes full with regrets

"she was laughing and giggling and just happy in general" josh added

"doesn't mean shes smiling, she's fucking okay, joshua! That is just a fucking mask! You almost let whatever the fuck happen to cooper happen to nessa too!" Jaden yelled out in anger

"I told you to never trigger it again. Never talk about it in the pod and never let anyone talk shit about her cause we thought shes fine with you and you can take care of her! Turns out you never fucking change! You never can! This is the 3rd time!"

A weak hand grabbed jaden signaling him to calm down

Mads rush to her side letting out all the sobs she kept

" why? " mads kept crying

"i was calling you"