Nessa Barrett one shots

Four|Lovebombs

July 6th 2020
"you're a FUCKING BITCH, MADISON" nessa yelled as mads stand in thier apartment, not even stunned. She know damn well. She know not to react cause it'll only trigger nessa more. This is her 'splitting' its her BPD talking. This isn't the nessa she's friends with

"You better tell josh you're the one who kissed chase! You better tell him! My relationship with josh is going somewhere and yours with jaden isn't!" she yelled as tears came flooding out of her eyes

Nessa then fall to her knees and sob.. That's mads' cue to react

She hugged nessa and try to comfort her.. Hush her in a way cause nessa is having a full blown panic attack

" i can't lose him mads" nessa sob gently

The splitting is always the worst. Indi was listening through call and just rolled her eyes

Jan 02 2021

"hey" nessa said as she walk in sway

"hey ness" most of the boys greeted

Mads stopped to look and smiled at nessa. Indi did the same but with a fake smile

Nessa apologised to everyone but mads.

Indi and mads noticed it and rolked thier eyes

"wanna be a bitch. I'll be a bitch harder"

Dropouts podcast
"nessa treated mads and you never said anything about it"

Nessa watched the video and laughed

Treated mads like shit?

Wtf.

March 31th 2023

Nessa stared at josh and mads along with indi, bryce, kio, dave and bri

Her eyes looked so dead and empty

Jaden sighed at the sight

"dude.... Not right now" Jaden said exhausted from the split nessa had a few minutes a go

"what the fuck" indi started

Mads stared at nessa almost knowing what had happened

"what?" jaden asked annoyed

"ness.." mads trailed

Tears formed in nessa's empty eyes as mads approached

Nessa ran to her arms and practically melted the second she touches mads

"are you hurt, baby?" mads console

"she went a bit physical...." jaden confessed

"i can tell...."

Silence

"since when.." mads spoke as nessa's sobs still can be heard. No one tried to interfere. This is thier moment to talk. 2 years later, this is the moment everyone had been waiting for

"since when what" Jaden replied blankly

"Since when did her episodes get worst like this moron!" mads spat

"okay geez! This the first time i saw it but bree said that nessa had been having those for months now. Every now and then she'd hit her head on a wall on purpose, relapse on self harm, scratch, bite, pinch herself. All those shit. I have no idea when it started but im telling you right now. Its getting worse again "
Jeden said going softly on the last part

Nessa sobbed to mads' shirt like a child. Her BPD has done nothing but to hurt her and hurt everyone around her

3 weeks later