nessa and josh sat down a podcast called closure where a couple have a sit down talk with one another and just talk it out
Josh Richards and Nessa Barrett|Closure episode 14
"Hi I'm nessa"
"hey, I'm Josh":where did it started going down?
"I.... i think when we lost moon" Josh said in a low tone voice
nessa snapped her head in shock and tears threatening her eyes
"I- im sorry for losing her" Nessa cried
"no no no. no nessa. its not your fault"Josh tried to comfort the girl and grab her hand
"No..no Josh. it was mine. i should have taken care of my body more"
"i did this to her" nessa cried
"no nessa please" Josh approached
"you were too stressed and i wasn't there to comfort you and take care of you" Josh admitted
"no.you can't convince me that it isn't my fault. we were so far long,Josh, we already found out her gender then i lost her" Nessa sobbed harder
"nessa please, its not your fault. it was an accident" josh repeated
"we already planned on her name, and was already buying things like clothes and bottles and the house knew about it already and we were planning on moving in then i lost her on that day in july" Nessa sobbed as she remember the detail about thier little girl who never got the chance to see the world
"ness think of the good side, Cooper's taking care of her up there. she's safe with cooper and god" Josh tried to comfort
"She would have been 3 years old by now" Nessa sobbed harder
"oh my, baby" Josh slipped
"she would have seen her mama on stage" Nessa smile bitterly
"i would have been taking care of her while you were on tour" Josh smile at the moment as he imagined that happening
nessa calmed down and talk again
"none of this would have happened if she got the chance to meet us" Nessa said in a sad tone of voice
"You would have been such a good mom" Josh admitted as he smiles looking at nessa
nessa looked at him in the eye and said "you would have been a good dad, just spoiling her with everything and anything" She smiles as she got lost in his eyes for a second
"i....i wish we can go back" Josh said
"me too... just...meet one another again"
"then build the family we was supposed to have"
Moon Jalia Barrett Richards
supposed date of birth: December 2020
date of death: July 16th 2020
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