I always wondered what its like to explore with other people, but my shyness gets the upper hand almost all of the time. Unfortunately living in the desert doesn't do any good for exploring especially when you are surrounded by strangers, friends, family, and family's coworkers. Knowing people who are willing to explore those lewd actions with you comes in handy, unless you live an hour and thirty minutes away. I'm not talking a few casual ONS (one night stand/s) either, there's no fun in that whatsoever. I want to melt in front of someone, to tease or be teased, to submit, to be a pet.
   I want to do all of these things but can't due to life's shitty coincidences, so therefore I live in my imaginations. Numerous scandals, affairs and raunchy scenarios flow through my brain like wildfire fueling my libido. While some may be a tad more dangerous than others, its all part of the puzzle; daring, sly, impulsive and gutsy to say the least. Maybe its all part of my personality..maybe I became this way at a young age... or what if I'm barely taping into my inner self and embracing the venturesome desire that lurks behind this face of very few words? Either way I'm taking advantage of my open mind and applying it to myself for better or worse . The BDSM community is in my opinion a All-for- One and vise versa, whatever you may be into there's a place for you somewhere and people with the same lech as you.Bondage. Discipline. Dominance.Submission. Sadism. Masochism. A endless puzzle where each piece fits in endless places. You fit in any and everywhere as well as finding the one or two if u know what i mean. That's the glory of it, of course while keeping your personal safety in mind of course.
  The things that goes through my mind are as follows; maybe love is waiting for me, what if this person is the one, what will become of me career wise, what if i did role play, what if i was a pet? What if i was drowning in men who would do all types of things to me? Ahh the amount of endorphins that would fill the room would be enough to send eve into immediate submission. Submerged in this pool of lust in the safe place of my mind, i continue my days as if these naughty thoughts don't occur to me. Smiling and laughing as if I hadn't imagined everyone in the room in Kama sutra positions. It's fairly easy to hide my thoughts from those around me because come nightfall im free to tap into those thoughts and turn them into to wildest of dreams..
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Confessions of a Naughty Aquarius
FantasyForgive me father for i have sinned... and will continue sinning until these indecent,lustful, naughty thought have been fulfilled and ive fallen into a euphoric sub space. Thus, these are my confessions. Sincerely, A Naughty Aquarius