It's funny how quickly people move on.
You start to think, did I even matter in the beginning?.
Do you even remember me at all?.
Do you remember the memories we shared? The memories I held near and dear to my heart?.
Now to even think about them makes me fall apart.
Was I an imaginary friend?.
Did they finally realize I didn't exist and so they let me go?.
Do I even exist?.
Remember me?.
When we sang in the car or held hands because who cared?.
That's what I remember but was I really even there?.
Was it even real?.
Was it all a show?.
Am I a fool.?
Remember me?.
I don't know.
I question myself and my self worth.
Sometimes I question why I walk on this earth.
Why did this happen?.
What did I do wrong?.
Do you even remember me?.
It's the same old song.
Every day you wake up and look at yourself in the mirror and somehow it's never clear.
Who are you?.
Why are you here?
When will this all just disappear?.
Good memories turn sour.
Music we sang to turns into repeated skips.
Hand holding seems so distant.
Everything we did just blurs into one big hurtful mess.
I stray away from makeup, I don't care how I dress.
Slowly you start to realize.
Perhaps it was all a lie.
You let the memories finally say goodbye.
But with that you also let your emotional attachment come with it too.
That is until you find someone new.
Then as the time comes for him to be the same.
You'll remember me, all again.
