𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 [𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐔𝐄𝐃]

𝙴𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 :

[excuse any mistakes]

THE SULLACE RESIDENCE
Columbia, South Carolina
-4:02 am-

| Everett |

For some reason, I cannot stop thinking about this party .

I don't know if it's because of my social anxiety or because I hate parties.

Either one is a valid reason not to go .

But I know better than to try and talk my sister out of something .

Especially something that I've already agreed to . I sighed looking at my ceiling.

On the flip side of my anxiety, I know I need to get out and try and make friends .

It's not that I can't .. I'm fully capable, but it's just not something I want to do .

Making a large amount of friends has never been desirable to me .

A sexual partner wasn't either . Having a girlfriend has never really crossed my mind .

I just don't care for relations of that kind .

Having a boyfriend on the other hand has crossed my mind in more ways than one .

I haven't told anyone else though . Not even my sister .

I just feel like everyone would judge me .

Even my mom and my sister .

I don't even want to put myself in a position like that , so I keep to myself . I shrugged and looked over at my nightstand .

It's four am and I have to get up for school at seven .

I decided to try and catch some more z's .

I tossed and turned for awhile before I finally dozed back off .

I shit you not after what seemed like a mere five minutes my alarm went off .

I groaned sitting up to cut it off .

I dragged myself out of my bed to the bathroom to do my morning routine .

I really wasn't looking forward to school today .

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A. SULLACES RESIDENCE
    Columbia, South Carolina
-5:55 am-

| Anais |

It's been a few days since the whole situation has happened and I still haven't spoken to Everett.

God knows I miss him and I want to apologize and makeup and hang out with my brother again .

But a promise is a promise. Plus he hasn't even tried apologizing to me for even breaking the promise .

After I found that bottle I poured the rest of the clear liquid out and threw the bottle away .

I made my way down the stairs and out of the house .

I called out of work this week because I needed some time to myself ; I needed some time to think .

Everett is my brother and I love him , and I know he loves Ivy .

I have to figure out a way for them to apologize to eachother , so they can move on .

Ivy and I haven't had a conversation in how long ? But I'm willing to talk to her if it'll make my brother happy .