Somebody:)

Chapter 1

Somebody.

That all I wanted to be in life. I wanted to do something different but how can you do that when everyone in your school labels you as a freak. No cares that “the freaks” name is Eva Jones or that “the freak” loves to sing. But when you have no friend it never seems to matter. Now don’t get me wrong I wasn’t always the loner or friend less. My ex-best friend use to be the ever-popular ever-slutty Amber Zorn. Now we weren’t always so mean to each other it started in the summer before our 9th grade year. We were at our first ever high school party and so drunk when her boyfriend tried to kiss me but that not how she seen it. She thought me her best friend was trying to steal her boyfriend Xavier. I soon became the social outcast all my secrets really or not out in the open that was the biggest betrayal I have known. Rumors about me being a slut then emo quickly spread everywhere because I started where black and “cut” myself. Cut myself! Hardly I can’t even stand the sight of blood so why would I? But people believe what they want and that why two years later the labels are still their and I have gotten good at keeping to my self.

But back to the point I didn’t use to be so alone I was apart of something and I wish I could be again I hated being alone and I hate the quite. I wish someone would just talk to me there is so much more to me than what meets the eye.

Walking down the hall with my head down trying to avoid the rumors and laughter that follows behind me no matter what. Letting out a big sigh I just keep think it almost over just one more class and then I can do what really makes me happy deep down inside writing and sing my music. I let out a big sigh this time a happy one just a few more min. and I can let out all that is bothering me in the best way possible. Today has not been the best day and am so close to pisssed it not even funny.

I finally made it my history class unscathed and headed straight for my seat in the back of the class room. On my way there Meg Dickerson, oh the irony of her name when it a well know fact that she does suck dick and is Amber best friend, tripped me making me and my books tumble to the floor.

“Stay there bitch it where you belong” she sneer at me.

“Yea and you belong on your back but you do see me putting you there. Then again who would with stank smell coming from it. You smell like shit.”

I sneered back look her dead in her face. What a bonus that she’s wearing a skirt today I though as I hear the class laughing behind me. She just pushed me past my limits today and I don’t care what I have to say to shut her up but looking at her face it wont take much.

“Eva language” Ms. Y said as she walked into class glaring at me.

I gathered my things still seething; the only thing that made what just happened a little ok was her still shocked face. It was priceless! Finally having all my things together I started to stand only to have miss stank knock my stuff down again.

“Listen to your master” she sneered again totally pissed I finally just went off on her.

“And where’s yours cause you need to be put back on your damn leash!” I got right in her face. “I have no master I don’t follow anyone’s rules and you will do good to remember that before I bet your skinny, fake blond, Barbie ass!”  

“Eva that is it! To the principal’s office!”  

“Gladly” I said while looking into Meg’s face with her mouth gapping open like a fish. Opening and close lost at what she can say to save herself from the humiliation she just suffered. Coming up with none I walked away knowing I won this round.

The walk to the office was uneventful with everyone still in class. Looking at the clock on the wall I realized that we still have 40 min. Left in class. I walked straight through the office not even pausing by the secretary not that she looked up anyway. The door to the principal office was wide open while he sat at his desk talking on the phone.