Chapter 11 ; take a chill pill,xiao
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Currently working on a xiao and diluc ff.The Xiao ff will be posted when it's finished while Diluc's will be onhold for a bit.
Sorry for any mistakes i just woke up and just randomly thought "let's make ch 11 while being half awake.."
*I'll finally stop putting keywords unless it's new :')
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Xiao couldn't explain what feelings he's experiencing.He never feels such feelings that made his heart drops — it pains him and he can't handle it that well.It's probably because he never knew how heartbreak felt like.
Now that he's experiencing it,he doesn't know how to express it.
Should he accept it,show sadness or be angry about it?
But those decisions were already decided by him.He chose it without even thinking.Without even caring about the other's feelings.
"I understand.." Xiao muttered as he look at (n) — Xiao's eyes were filled with anger and (n) noticed that.
"Tell me,(n).." he began to continue,"do you perhaps have a crush on that person named 'scaramouche'?"
(N) obviously doesn't have a crush on anyone but he somehow doesn't know how to answer the question — is he unsure about his own feelings?
"You don't even know him that well and who knows — he might be a creep stalking you." He harshly said.
"Who are you to say such things to someone who you don't know?"(N) couldn't believe that his own close friend would say such things to other people with just a stupid rejection.
"I'm just saying tha—"
"And what you're trying to say is bullshit." (N) harshly spoke,trying to match with the figure in front of him.
Xiao gritted his teeth before scoffing."If you ever got in trouble because of thay shithead,don't call out for me." He said as he pushed (n) to the side to return to his apartment.
"But you're the one who always called out for me,always me."
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Ittoes
I forgot to bring money at school today
And heizou is FUCKING ABSENT.
Im hurt heizou💔Hei Hei
El oh elIttoes
dont 'el oh el' me😡
I had to ask shinobu for money in front of her other friends.
AND ONE OF HER FRIEND IS SARA ITS SO EMBARRASSING 😭😭Hei Hei
Cant relate broMiya🤜
Me & ayaka saw you and we kinda felt bad 💔Ayaka
Yeah,we could've let you borrow our money but we wanted to see how you treated shinobu.Miya🤜
I thought we promised to not tell him D:Ayaka
Sorry miya. :(Scara
Hey guys
Is (n) back yet?(user)
YeahAj(ax)
OMG
SO WHAT HAPPENED WITH XIAO
DID HE CONFESS?!?!?!(user)
Yeah
But i think i fucked up really badlyAyaka
Why's that?Scara
Are you alright?(user)
Can we vc?
Please?Ittoes
Omg forst time calling with the Teyvat's secret basement!![Incoming call...]
"Hello?" Ayaka was the first one to unmute her microphone,which made yoimiya immediately unmute herself.
"Ayaka,hi! Where's (n.n)?" Yoimiya asked,her voice somehow feels like it's far.
"Sorry,guys.." (n) spoke while sniffling.
"What's wrong?are you alright?" Scara quickly asked with concern.The others decided to mute themselves to let scara comfort (n) — they trust him to not fuck up everything.
"I...rejected someone but i dont fucking know why I'm crying right now.He should be the one that's in pain but...i don't know,maybe I'm really just pathetic.." (n) said in between sobs.
Scara isn't the best at comfort but he knew,he knew he need to comfort him — (n) is really close to him anyway.
I suck at comfort btw so be warned -kae
"I'm not good at comforting at someone but, it's okay to cry.Whoever that person is might be really special to you, that's why you..might be sad about it?"
"You really suck at comfort,scara" (n) giggled,still sniffling."But I appreciate your effort."
"...I know." Scara sighed.
"How are you going to face him next Monday now without it being awkward?" Ajax suddenly asked.
"I guess I have to avoid him.." that's the only idea that's in his mind so that's the only solution.
"Eh,worry later.Let's play Roblox" Itto appeared out of nowhere with his low quality microphone.
"Ugh,again??" Scara scoffed but accept it anyway.He knew (n) loves the game and he doesn't want to make him upset.
Kms i hate this chapter sm
Anyways chapter 11 finish 🥀🥀⛓️⛓️
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# Online Friends ! ☆ Scaramouche
Fanfic(n) never thought having online friends would change his life drastically.. Male reader , Modern au , textfic?? Current status ; Ongoing ☆ On hold. Published ; 9March? -- @kaekiwi ♡