satire bakudeku / pls read i need love

Do You Remember?

(Note: I had writing block so that's why the writing is so dry)

(Bakugou POV)
I feel as if all the weight of the world is on my shoulder. I haven't felt this way since a while back- before I met him. His loving emerald eyes, his fluffy green hair and his warm smile.
How could it have went so wrong?

*Anime music starts playing as the intro passes*

I plopped onto my bed, mind viewing all the moments building up until now. My heart feels as if it's split into two. Me and Deku were together for a whole year, maybe even more. His mannerisms, his characteristics stuck to me so much when we had that argument- that horrible argument- it felt as if a part of me had been lost.

I pinched my arm, flinching slightly, hoping vainly this all had been a terrible nightmare. It didn't work. I reached my hand to the side of the bed, hoping to be embraced by the green head. It didn't work. Maybe I should listen to my therapist- getting stuck in the past is doing me no good. But I can't let go of the thought of Deku, smiling kindly at me, laughing brightly with me. The past is the past, I told myself, thinking about this is only hurting yourself. But I can't stop. Memories of me and Deku flood my mind until my head hurts. I shout at myself to stop, but my body and head was ignoring the command. More and more recollections overwhelm my mind. I stifled a scream and tears flood my red eyes. My whole body is shaking, my nose is bleeding, my hands are freezing cold yet my whole body feels a gentle yet forceful warmth until I tumble onto my dorm floor. Materials are blurring and objects are moving. I hear my door slam open and a crowd of dots flee into my room. All I can see now are flashing bright colours. A sudden blur of green fills my vision. Is it him? The one I've been yearning for? I lose consciousness, and slip into a deep sleep, lulled by the thought of Deku lovingly tousling my hair.

I really am obsessed.

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(Deku POV)
My chest feels so heavy; it's as if my heart weighs 10 tons and more. How could he have cheated on me? How could I have cheated on him? Regretting all my actions, I slip into my dorm and fall onto my bed.

"You're not looking well."

I lifted my head, showing my tear stained eyes. It was.. Todoroki? How did he get in my dorm? I groaned and closed my eyes. "Just get out my sight, I seriously can't deal with you and your crappy personality right now," I muttered. I felt my bed buckle under pressure as he sat onto my it.
"What? You got into a fight with your boyfriend?" He said with a singsong smile, along with a smirk. My anger suddenly rose.
"He's not my boyfriend anymore, okay?" I snarled, turning to him. His face went through a flood of emotions: leaving him with the look of shock.

"Really? You were both joined at the hip, literally!" Todoroki laughed nervously, then his voice swiftly became seductive.
"So, you single now?" He grinned and clutched my hips with force so sudden I nearly fell off my bed. He pulled me towards him, and forced our lips to meet.
"Fuck off!" I shouted, pushing him away from me angrily, then slapping him. He covered the bruise on his face with his hand, and turned to me again with a furious grimace. Before he could touch me again I pushed him onto the floor.
"Get-out-of-my-dorm!" I shouted, standing up. I saw him try to stand up with all his force, trembling and leaning to the side of my bed.

"You're going to have to do a lot more than that-" he suddenly leered, slashing towards me with all he was worth. I dodged and kicked him on his shin, causing him to buckle onto the floor. I turned to him but all of a sudden I felt a hand on my knee yank me and I fell down onto my dorm floor. I looked at my bruises and and felt a sudden tug at my hair as Todorki crouched before me with a evil grin. I could feel his breath on my face as I struggled in his arms. "Let me go you -"

BANG!

A sudden noise caught both of our attention. While he was distracted, I pushed his head away from me aggressively enough for him not to fight back. I fled from the eventful room and stood in the empty hallway before locking the dorm behing me. There was no way for him to escape now. Panting heavily, I swerved my head around the empty corridor. Where had that noise come from? I decided to relax a bit, thinking it was my imagination, before I heard a painful groan. It was quiet, but loud enough for me to hear it- barely. It came from a door, painted black and red. Without looking, I knew the name tag on the door stated: 'Bakugou Katsuki'. Although we've had fights, although we've had disagreements, although we've broken each other, I still forced the door open on instinct and darted into the messy yet homely room. I saw a body on the floor, quivering and trembling in the middle of the artic-cold living room. It was clear the blond was in unimaginable pain with only a quick glance. Without thinking what I was going to do, I rushed next to his almost unconscious body and held his hands. I winced at how cold they were, but nevertheless I still held on. Tears spilled from my eyes onto his face and he turned to me with an emotionless face.

"KACCHAN! Your going to be okay!" I wept, feeling as if I was comforting myself more than him. After shouting till my voice was hoarse for help, after what felt like eternity, all my friends came running into the room. Uraraka, Lida, Mina, Tsuyu, Denki and the others surrounded me and my love with questions I couldn't make sense of, how hard I tried. Eventually the recovery girl took Bakugou away and as I watched her I felt as if a piece of my heart had been ripped away, leaving me hollow and vulnerable.

In spite of the fact that all my friends hovered around me, offering consolation and condolences, I felt strangely.. empty.
Without Kacchan by my side I felt alone in the world.