It's Okay, I'm Here

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Warning this chapter contains blood and self harm and some you guys might have bad ptsd of panic attacks and episodes, if you guys are comfortable with reading this chapter then please enjoy.

Deku-*I wake up and grab for my side."K..kacchan" I didn't feel nothing warm...I opened my eyes slowly and begins to tear up...I curl myself in a ball and pulls the cover over my face. My tears were burning my face. I touched my face and flinched...I pulled the cover off of me and ran to the bathroom tripping over something that was on the floor causing me to fall and hit my knees. I groaned in pain and got up and ran into the bathroom and I turned on the light and grabbed the sink. my lip is busted and I  had bruises on my face. I gasp at my feeling and it hit me all at once* 

*FLASHBACK(Got home and slammed my door open and was crying and pissed off at myself. I started to throw shit and scream in my apartment. I grabbed more vodka and started to down it and just crying and throwing shit and tripping over the stuff and falling on the ground and just cry loudly while screaming, then it shifts to me looking in the mirror hitting my head and calling me worthless and stupid. I  drank  the whole bottle of vodka and and smashed my mirror and cut my hands from me picking up the bottle again and throws it again..my whole apartment was destroyed there was glass and dried blood everywhere) 

*I looked at my hands and cried into them. I grabbed my phone and hovered over Shoto's contact...*

(no...I need Kacchan) 

*I swipe down until I see Kacchan. I click on it and hears the ringing and falls to floor and just sobs. Glass was everywhere...I didn't want to move until I heard Kacchan's voice. "COME ONE, COME ON PICK UP KACCHAN PLEASE *sob*"

Bakugo: *wakes up suddenly to his phone going off loudly, scrambles to grab his phone, sits up, swipes the answer button, groans into the phone, didn't even look to see who called* "Hello...? "*still half asleep, rubs his eyes with his wrapped hand, hears yelling coming from his parents in the kitchen, forgot to close his door when he came home this morning*

Deku-*I smile and Kacchan's voice I sob and cry and clenched onto the phone tightly in front of me and puts it to my chest and curls up in a ball and starts to feel weak from just crying only a little bit.* "Ka*sobs*cch*crys*an*screams softly*

Bakugo: *looks at his phone and sees Deku's name on his screen, holds it back to his ear, whisper so his mom doesn't hear* "Puppy?? What's going on?? Are you ok?" *slowly gets up, still in the clothes he was wearing last night, slips on some shoes and grabs his keys and wallet, already planning to leave*

Deku-*grabs my chest and cant catch my breath...from me screaming and crying.* "I *screams* cant*sobs* Do th*screams* is any*crys*more I can*screams*t brea*sobs*th" I drop the phone causing a loud thud. I grab my chest and just scream and cry.*

Bakugo: "Deku?? What do you mean?? Hold on, I'm on my way." *jumps his his car, whips his car out of the driveway and speeds off towards his house*

Deku-*gasping for air, and just closes my eyes and cant even scream anymore I become quiet my mouth is open but nothing is coming out except for sharp breaths*

Bakugo: *starts to panic* "Deku, answer me."*Jerks the steering wheel, races around traffic, mutters* 

"Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck "*pulls into Deku's drive way, jumps out and races to the door, bands on the door* 

"Puppy I'm here!"

Deku-*I take another deep breath and lets out the loudest scream...It made my body go cold and my head feel light and my body became heavy. I tried to grab my phone but couldn't move...I was frozen and just cried more gasping for air*

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