adopted by Sebastian stan

Awkward

You look up at seb shyly then quickly bolt for your changing room door, once inside you lock it and start changing back into your original outfit.

Whilst your getting changed, outside buck stands still staring blankly at the group that just exited the viewing room with startled faces except seb who looks pissed and mildly discussed.

"ok well this is awkward." nik says with an amused smile, then walks past them and back into Y/N's office, the others follow slowly, leaving buck there staring into space.

You came out of the changing room not to long after fully dressed, you got buckys attention and said,"hey it's ok, we will be fine, they don't judge that much, we just need to explain." you look into his big eyes and lean in for a slow meaningful kiss.

A second later you brake away and both walk through your office door to be greeted with blank stares.

Buck sits on your desk chair and pulls you to his lap while the others wait in anticipation.

A moment of silence passes before someone speaks up, "sooo, this is buck?" Chris h asks awkwardly.

"yep, hi, nice to meet you all, I've heard a lot about you." bucky replies calmly, almost unfazed but you can hear his obvious nervousness.

"I would say it's nice to meet you too but given the circumstances not so much." seb says with a scowl on his face.

"seb calm down, I'm sure there is a reasonable explanation to this." Anthony said, putting a hand on Sebastians shoulder.

"Anthony's right seb we need to calm down, focus and understand."chris e supports Anthony's point.

" yeah ok, I guess so, but you two have some major explaining to do." seb says finally looking up at you and buck while pointing an accusing finger.

" ok ok, but I basically explained all of it already." you said putting your hands up in defence.

"ooh, you explained without me, that's my second favourite part." bucky complains and pouts while looking up at you.

"yeah well we still have a little left so why don't you just say it then, if it's your second favourite part." you say smiling sarcastically at him.

He laughs and says, "yeah sure, whatever you want little one." then smirks up at you.

"so first off, I'm sorry you had to see that but I know Y/N would only ever do so if absolutely necessary and considering you were there she has already shown you level 1 and now level 2." buck states and receives nods of agreement.

"then I shall explain what you saw and why it happened in the first place, now, I have explained this once already to kai and he understood so I'm hoping for the same." he took a deep breath and let it out slowly.

"I'm a masochist and Y/N is a sadist, well to be specific she is dominatrix and I'm her submissive, on occasion I'm dom, usually when there's spectators, like today I noticed she asked again so she could show she was in control but to also indicate there were spectators without them knowing and then a slight nod to give me permission to switch to dom, that is sad-masochism, then there is ephebophilia where one is sexualy attracted to and aroused by adolescent children, also exhibitionism which is exposing the genitals to become sexualy excited or having a strong desire to be to observed by other people during sexual activity and by the way Masochist means a person who derives sexual gratification from their own pain or humiliation, Sadist means a person who derives pleasure, especially sexual gratification, from inflicting pain or humiliation on others, Dominatrix means a dominating woman, especially one who takes the sadistic role in sadomasochistic sexual activities and Sado-masochism means the derivation of sexual gratification from the infliction of physical pain or humiliation either on another person or on oneself. " bucky explains as efficiently as possible.

" so basicly what your saying is, your both fucked up but in the best way possible. " Tom trys to understand.

" yeah, basically. " you say with an approving nod and small smile.

" so you do this all the time and you've already done it a lot of times?" Sebastian questions with a unamused face.

"yep and this is why I didn't want to tell you, because people like me don't deserve people like you in their lives, level 1 was bad enough as it is and now I have you looking at me like that man, I can't, I -I can't take it." you say with a sorrowful face and quivering lip.

Bucky holds you tighter as Sebastian and the others look at you with sympathy, after a brief moment of silence Sebastian slowly stands and makes his way over to you.

Kneeling in front of you and looking up he finally says, "I'm sorry, I know this is what you absolutely have to do, I know what the consequences would be if you didn't and I still got angry, so, I'm sorry, I understand and I'm ok with it, just promise me one thing?" he asks with a small smile.

"anything Sebastian, you just gotta ask." you say patiently.

"never, ever, let me see that again, I might be able to understand why you do it but I defenately don't want to see it, OK?" he says as his smile gets bigger.

"I never planned on you seeing it but you insisted so its kinda your fault and don't worry about it you most definitely won't be back down here, it's not exactly something I would want my family to see anyway." you say with a grin and a small chuckle.

Sebastian realises what you said and his eyes widen," family, you think of us as family?" he asks, bewildered.

" yeah, yeah I think so." you reply with a dopey smile while seb and the others rush up to you and engulf you in a group hug, even including buck.

After a minute everyone pulled back, "I think it's bed time missy." scarlet said to you as you yawn and everyone else chuckles at my tired, unamused face.

Buck gets up whilst carrying you and says, "I will take her to bed dont worry." but before he could reach the door he was stopped.

"nope, not today, not ever will you take her to bed." Sebastian says as he lifts you gently from buckys arms.

"ok, ok, I get it, she's family to you, I'll just go to bed, see you round guys." bucky says as he walks out empty handed.

Sebastian then walks out through the club and to the elavator with the group following quickly.

The elavator stopped at the Second to top floor, Tom, rdj, scarlet, liz, Anthony Chris e and Chris h said goodnight and got off.

A second later it was at the top floor, seb walked out and to your room, placing you down on the bed and turning to leave but before he could you take his hand and mumble sleepy, "stay please sebby, don't like being alone."

He sighs, slips into your bed, you lay your head on his chest and wrap your arm around his waist with a soft smile, slowly drifting off into the heavily needed sleep.