Coming Out Again - Sarah Cameron

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Alexandra/Felix is the main character. I just put a name to them here because it felt easier for this story

Alexandra's POV
Fuck. I was really going to do this wasn't I

I had considered the option to bail on my girlfriend Sarah today and just went to do it myself but I feel like I would just make it worse so I gave myself a small confidence speech before hopping onto my bike and taking of from the house

The house wasn't much but mom and I kept it together both working most days but it was standing and we could sleep in it so really there isn't anything to complain about

I told her last night over dinner. I cried because I was scared and when she hugged me and held me in her arms it slipped out and she just hugged me closer and told me it was totally fine. She just wanted me to be happy

So she scheduled an appointment at the hairdresser in town and in two hours I would sit down in front of the mirror but I had to get Sarah first.

We have been together for almost two years and she the best part my my life. The days I wake up next to her a know something really terrible has to happen if my day would be ruined. When she kisses me and can get enough and she always makes me smile even on the days I know I have to work more then a 19 year old should

We sadly don't live together. She lives alone in a house her dad got her while trying to make up for his mistakes. He just ended up fucking up even more but that's another story for another time.

She has money from her dad and doesn't work a lot just a few weekends here and there to keep the cash coming.

I would move in with her if it wasn't for my mom who can have a hard time by herself. She usually gets lonely and then she starts drinking which never ends well

During my break down last night so told me she had meet someone. I guy from an island not to far from here. She also said that of I wanted to I could move in with Sarah because she was probably about to move in with him and sell the house

We both agreed we would talk more about it soon but I was so happy about it. Sure my mom isn't going to be on the same island as me anymore but we have phones and it takes like an hour with car and ferry so it isn't that bad. I'm 19. I should be able to handle it. I have my girlfriend and friends if then accept me

So now I have parked the bike on her front lawn and climbed off. She walks out the front door before I can knock on it and smiles at me. "I missed you baby" She kisses me as we walk into the house. "So what's going on. You said you wanted me to tag along for something"

We are still standing just inside the door as she slides her shoes on. "Yea about that. I have to thinks to say. Well if you feel okey with the first one. Other wise it's just one and the second doesn't matter"

"Baby slowly day. Just tell me what's happening Alex" She say running her smooth hand over my cheek

"That's the problem" I sight out. "Alex is the problem"

"What's wrong with your name. You don't like it" She gives me a confused look but doesn't take her hand away form my face

"I don't want to be your girlfriend" I blurt out in panic. I hurt expression falls on her face and her hand falls to her side. "I want to be your boyfriend" I quickly continue

It takes a few seconds for her to comprehend what I she just said but when she realizes she speaks. "Are you trans baby". She doesn't sound angry or annoyed so I nod. "Then you can be my boyfriend baby" She smiles at me and I smile back before pulling her into a tight hug placing my face in her neck breathing in her smell. She has used the same perfume for over two years and I still love it just as much as the first time I smelled it.

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