Bellatrix Black x one shots

Am I making you that nervous?

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˓ Am I making you that nervous? ˒

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I was late for the Death Eaters meeting. When I opened the big doors, all the people were already sitting on their places.

"I'm sorry for being late, My Lord" I said anxiously because of all the Death Eaters looking at me.

"We were waiting only for you. Take a seat... next to Bellatrix" he responded.

Next. To. Bellatrix.

I felt a shiver going through my body. I had a crush on her since I ever remember, especially when I joined the Death Eaters and I could see her more often. Just the way she was presenting herself was doing things to me.

I was excited because I could sit just right next to her, but also scared and anxious - no matter how hard I would try to be confident, she would still make me feel embarrassed.

"Sure" I said with a forced smile just to not let anyone know how I was feeling at the moment, but she noticed it anyway. When I sat on the chair, Bellatrix was smirking at me.

I was trying to stay focused on what the Dark Lord was saying, but still she was distracting me. I couldn't help but look at her cleavage or hands. She was also giving me glances all the time, just like was was doing this specially.

"Just in a few days we're gonna start our big plans we were working on for long months" he started to explain. "And you can be sure I will kill anyone who doesn't complete their task. Or who will be scared. I don't need people like this, I want only my most loyal wizards. I don't care about anyone and I won't wait any second if someone of you doesn't listen to me" he said, looking at everyone, but giving me a longer look.

I immediately felt my heart in my throat. In panic and stress I wanted to held on the side of the chair, but I forgot there was almost no space around the big table and our chairs were literally touching. My hand landed on the lap. Bellatrix's lap. I squeezed it hardly, even digging my nails into her skin. When I realized what I've done after a few seconds, I quickly took my hand away.

Fucking great, I thought. I didn't even know what was I supposed to do. I was literally dying because of the embarrassment and Bellatrix was still smirking, now even more than before.

I tried to calm myself down, but my hand was still shaking as I put it on my lap. I was looking down at the rings on my fingers, trying to hide my embarrassment. Soon I felt other hand on my thigh which made me shiver. My eyes were wide open. She used more force and scratched my lap with her pointing finger.

"Am I making you that nervous?" she asked, whispering next to my ear so only I could hear her. My breath got heavy as she still has her hand on my leg, stroking it slowly. She started to play with the hem of my short skirt. Soon she moved her hand underneath it, going closer to my sensitive area.

"B- Bella, what are you-" I said with a shaky voice, my breath hitched. I looked at her, but she was looking at Voldemort just like she wanted to pretend she was listening to him all the time.

"Oh, you know what I'm doing. You want it" she answered as she pressed her pointing finger to my clit. I gasped at the sensation. I didn't know what to do with my hands so I put one of them over the table and the second one on my thigh, digging my nails into my skin to not make any sound. Our hands were lightly touching.

She started to make slow circles on my clit, but using a big force. Soon she took up her pace.

"Bellatrix..." the Dark Lord spoke. My heart started beating faster, I looked around but no one seemed to notice anything. "You're my most loyal Death Eater. I believe you won't disappoint me."