Sexy Nukim

XXXII

Everything went black, "Chan? Felix? Jisung? Jeongin?" I looked around and found nothing. "Minho? Seungmin? Hyunjin? Changbin?" I was looking around frantically looking for someone, something. I felt my eye lids get heavy, I soon woke up with white lights beaming in my eyes.

I groaned, trying to focus on my surroundings. I looked around, my mom and dad where sleeping with there heads on the bed. "Mom?" I say in a low dry voice. She looked up at me, tears brimming her eyes. "Oh my god, baby wake up." She shook my father.

"Mom, where's Chan? Where is everyone?" I asked looking her in the eyes. "Sweetheart, who is Chan? Who are you talking about?" She looked at me confused. I just laid there, looking at her. I felt my heart sink, "where am I?" I asked not wanting to even think about what could have happened.

"We are in Korea," She pushed my hair out of my face. "You don't have to worry anymore, your safe and healthy." She added placing a kiss on my cheek. I wanted to pull away but my body felt so limb and numb. "What happened?" I finally asked looking at her and my father that left the room not to long ago, maybe calling some family.

"Oh baby, you fell very ill you where in a coma for months." She closed her eyes breathing in and out. "You didn't even make it to school. You'll be released in a few days when the doctors say your better." She added having a small smile erupt on her lips.

I hummed then went back to looking up. I sighed, "SIMONE SIMONE SIMONE WHAT THE HELL!" I heard a familiar voice yell as they entered the room. I felt hot tears leave my eyes when I saw my sister running over to me with tears falling down her face. "Simone, please, please don't leave ever again." She hiccuped giving me a soft hug.

I smiled, using my right arm to hug her back. "I'm sorry, i'm so sorry I didn't come with you. I should have stayed with you until the end. I promise I won't leave you again Simone." She let go of me and looked me in the eyes. "Mrs. Lee can I talk to Simone in private?" Kayla asked looking at her. "Sure, sure, of course, just her brother will be coming in a little." She got up and left the room.

I looked at her confused, "I have a brother?" I asked eye brows furrowed. "Yes, you have a brother." She looked at me like I lost my mind. "Can you please just answer my one question." I asked as I was looking down at my hands. "Sure what's up?" She sat down in a chair looking at me.

"Have you met anyone named Chan, Felix, Seungmin, Jeongin, Hyunjin, Changbin, Minho or Jisung?" I asked looking at her desperate for her to say yes. "Hm," She looked up thinking for a little while. "I've only heard of Jisung, that's your brother's boyfriend. One of them is your brother, don't you know that." She answered squinting. I looked her in the eyes and more tears fell down from my face, I felt weak. Vulnerable.

I just nodded, it fell silent. "Listen Simone, I don't know what happened while you where in your coma but please ju-" I cut her off. "I felt everything, the people, being touched by a human being. My heart ached when I felt hurt. EVERYTHING FELT REAL, Don't tell me to forget. I felt like another person, I just...I felt like the only person that was meant for me was in my coma." My voice cracked.

"Aw Simone, you'll find that person again. Please don't lose hope. Please?" She took my hand and gave it a light squeeze. "Simone!" I heard a voice I never thought I would be happy to hear. "Thank you, Mikayla for being with her for the last few minutes." He put his hand on her shoulder, then looked at me. "M-Minho," I looked at him, more tears about to fall. "Aw Simone please don't cry, i'm here now. I'll protect you no matter what from now on." He sat on the edge of the bad pulling me into a hug rubbing my back.

I hesitated but put both arms around him pulling him into a tighter hug. "Please don't leave me. Please don't leave ever again." I pleaded crying onto his shirt. "I won't I promise I won't," He rubbed my head wiping the left over tears off my face. This left me only thinking about Chan. I never thought someone from a figment of my imagination would have such a strong hold on me.

Once I calmed down everyone was in the room. Aunts, uncles, my parents, my siblings, Jisung. "We are so happy your doing better sweet cakes." My aunt said smiling at me. I almost gaged at the pet name, but I just smiled back. The doctor walked in and asked for everyone to leave except my parents. "Simone will most likely be released tomorrow. But we will run a few test before to just make sure." My dad nodded and told me it will be alright.

I didn't even care, I just wanted to leave. The doctor took me to a room and sat me down. "Ok Simone we will run test please sit still for me." He gave me a warm smile that's made me relax. I nodded then he left and entered a separate room that was connected to the one I was in. I looked around the plain white room waiting for the test to be done.

He came back out with some papers. "Your all set Simone, you look healthy and ready to leave by tomorrow." He helped me up and walked me back to my room. "Your daughter will be all set to leave tomorrow, if that's ok with you." He told my parents when we entered the room. "Ok, thank you so much Hongjoong." My mother bowed holding both of his hands.

I was looking down but heard steps coming towards me. "Stay healthy ok Simone? It was really nice treating you, please stay safe." Hongjoong ruffled my hair than walked away exiting the room. I started sulking even more just thinking about him. He was all I thought about in that moment. The way I would never see his smile, hear his laugh, feel his touch, feel the way our lips connected so perfectly, and how he always mad my heart feel whole again.

He made me feel like I belonged.

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