deku was just doing his night routine of hanging out outside of katsukis dorm at night so nobody would spot him, he was admiring katsukis figure, his big muscles, his curves, his spiky blonde hair, but still giving him privacy, I mean deku isn't that much of a stalker,he has some boundries.
Deku sneeked back to his dorm to get some sleep and the next day came.He woke up took a warm shower, made sure to brush his teeth and put on his uniform ready to conquer anything that came his way, judging by the fact that aizawa was probably going to put them through hell today because they had training classes with him. Deku walked out to the corridor and started getting suspicious
"why is it empty" "is everyone not awake yet?"
the he noticed the clock
"OH SHOOT IM LATE"
as deku ran through to get to his classes he got really unlucky and ran into a very specific individual by accident
"oof-"
"HEY WATCH WHERE YOUR GOING EXT-"
"..W-WAIT KACCHAN? ARE YOU ALSO LATE?!"
katsuki stayd quite but Deku noticed he was shivering, maybe out of embarasment? shame for being late?
"..."
dekus eyes then slowly drifted away from the males ruby eyes and noticed the position they were in.
deku was in between katsukis legs with his arms spread for balance.
"UWA- I AM SO SORRY KACHAN ILL GET OFF OF YOU"
he quickly jumped off of him even leaving a gust of wind and he was expecting the blonde to sculde him but the to his surprise he just walked away, deku couldn't see his facial expressions. because his hair was hiding his face but he was surely stunned by the fact he didn't say anything.
"katsukis POV:
that damn nerd bumped into me
now I'm going to be even more late to class!!
uhhhgg "
""..."
WHY DO I KEEP THINKING ABOUT HIM
the way he was on top of me..why did it feel like my stomach was going to explode..why did my face start to heat up?!? ..
all the lude thoughts that came in my mind while his sweet round face stared back at me..
why
out of all the people he was the one to steal my heart
NO
I don't have a crush on that nerd.."
his thinking gets interrupted when he notices he was outside the classroom and that aizawa was surely waiting for him on the inside
"problem child your late, what happened this time"
katsukis:
"ugh nothing"
he quickly walks tords his seat ignoring the green haired boy and the teacher.
(how long is a lesson at UA?, Like an hour maybe?! idk)
1 hour later
Dekus POV:
The lesson ends and bakugo is seen walking out of the class
kirishima tries to run to bakugo so they could walk together but barely misses him
"dang bakugo has been acting weird don't ya think midobro?"
deku suddenly looks at kirishima kun "haha yeah-"
kirishima:
"why do you think he is that way?"
Mina suddenly interupts
"he probably had a crush on someone!"
deku: W-wWhat?!
kirishima: hm, that probably makes sense I mean love is probably an emotion he isn't too keen on so of course he would hide it!"
deku visibly starts getting sad
Mina: is everything alright midorya?
deku: yeah everything fine
he says while trying his best to smile
Mina: oh ok!
deku leaves the classroom and heads straight to the dorms
yeah that had other classes but he could skip them just this one day
he could tell everybody that he just wasn't feeling well
deku lays down on his bed and starts pondering what Mina said earlier
"could it actually be true?
I mean its possible
but who could it be?
huff- I - I don't know
only sure thing it could never be me.
sometimes I think kacchan is a part of my imagination , I mean how could a awesome, muscular,hot,ravishing,goal driven, strong man like him be even slightly interested in me
even if it is to bully me
to mock me
to push me around
to simply ignore me
he still notises me
why?
hes great and..
always right
it is true that I can forget the things he did to me in middle school..
but i have been in this mind set for so long that anything else doesn't seem logical
I'm a nobody
even with my quirk
it should have been given to mirio
I'm a liability
a useless good for nothing
but..
at least I forgave kacchan
I just haven't forgiven myself yet
..."
deku starts blushing as he suddenly starts thinking about kacchan again
"the things I'd do to see him on top of me
I want his arms around me
I want him to strangle me if he has too
I know hes into that anyways
I want his lips on mine
..
sad that it will never be true
he wouldn't love a good for nothing like me
NO-
stop thinking about that
your not going back to your old habits..not again.."
deku back in middle school used to do awful things to himself as because he couldn't handle it anymore so he needed a way to cope with the constant bulliying
let's just say he don't show his wrists often
YOU ARE READING
Bkdk story- A complicated realationship
RomanceBakugo loved deku but can't express his feeling Deku doesn't know this and starts being depressed and having anxiety and doubts at the thought of him with kacchan warnings: mild smut angst dadzawa cutting?
