Sunsets and Sunrises

Sorry

He guys I'm sorry I haven't been posting for a while I've just been dealing with a few things and omggg have I got drama for you. If you dont care then that's fine, but dramas drama and everyone love a bit of drama anyways here it is.

Right so basically when I was about like 10 or 9 my mom worked at this holiday club thing for kids, so their parents could go out during the day anyways whatever. So basically I was dating a boy there and everything but one day he left the club so I said bye and we broke up bc we though we wouldn't se eachother again so after like 2 weeks I became best mates with another boy there whose name is Lucas and basically I had a big fat crush on him but he had a crush on me but we didn't know eatchother had a crush on eachother so we were both scared to confess to one another so we never did till the last day before the club shut down. I got enough bravery to go up to him and say, I have a crush on you and my cheeks were bright red when he said, I have a crush on you too, I was smiling like HECK until he ruined it and said
Well I had a crush on you but now I like Issabella *let's just call her issabella* I just replied with a, It's okay I understand.

Issabella was the girl that got ever single guy, she had blond hair and blue eyes, she was so kind and caring and skinny she had a younger sister just like her. Me and issabella and her were freinds.

I am the complete opposite to her, I have brown hair with some highlights I have Hazel eyes and I was quite chubby. I was nice but could be rude and I have 3 older sisters. See complete polar opposites. Anyways,

After a few years had passed and I joined secondary school and stuff I was in year 7 when I was being rude and skiving lessons so I was sent to *let's call it the internal exclusion room*.
There were thin wooden walls and a teacher at a desk behind me.
And to my mother fucking shock after ages I saw the boy I was dating and after a while we started dating again but then he was a prick to my mates so I beat him up and got it on video. *Were okay now* But the police got involved, anyways moving on.

A year later I was walking round and saw a boy that looked like LUCAS I was in shock and we made eye contact, I could tell he recognised me from somewhere. I told my mates about it and we sat down in the snack room, but when we did they boy thay looks like Lucas walked over with his freinds and started ad me saying nothing and just stood next to out table what was in the middle of the room, so I could tell It was intentionally. A few days later more thing to do with Lucy's kept on happening and me and my freinds where freaking out.

So we came up with a plan, I ran ahead of my mate past Lucas look-alike and when my freind passed she screamed my name so hopefully lucas-look-alike would know my name.

And now we have come up with another plan, when I'm talking woth one of my freinds my best mate is going to go up to Lucas look alike and ask his name but I'm so nervous and it's currently 1:11 in the morning I'm going to cryyy help meeeee...