Sunsets and Sunrises

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⚠️⚠️SA AND SH
METIONS OF SUICIDE⚠️⚠️

I woke up and saw that I was in a bed. What happened, actually I don't even want to know, why the shuck did I have to be alive. To be honest I kind of hoped I had died in there. I sat up and looked around, i was in the medical room.

I looked at my wrists and they were bandaged up. I stood up but felt dizzy. I ignored it and walked outside. It was lunch time and everyone was at the tables and on the benches. I looked around for Newt but Daniel was sitting with him and he was "CRYING!"

I walked over to them and felt all eyes on me, but I didn't give a fuck. I slapped Daniel round the face which caused him to fall off the bench onto his back wailing and pain.
"YOUR THE ONE FUCKING CRYING YOU LITTLE CUNT, I HOPE YOU FUCKING FALL OFF THE MAZE WALLS YOU LITTLE PERVERT KILL YOURSELF! YOU DONT FUCKING DESERVE THIS LIFE!" I screamed at his whilst Newt and Minho pulled me away and screamed at me.

"LET GO OFF ME!'I screamed as I shook the boys off me feeling uncomfortable. I just ran back to Newts hut (Because my hust still isnt done)
and collapsed on the bed with tears streaming down my face and my breathing stopping and starting abruptly. A few seconds later Alby, Newt, Minho, Gally and Daniel ran in with the other boys trailing behind them.

"WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ABOUT PHOEBE!" Alby screamed at me. I just looked around for an escape and just to my luck there was one. I stood up and walked towards the window. I grabbed a lamp the smashed the window.

I felt a hand grab me but it could grab me properly in time. I ran to the kitchen and grabbed the matches. I ran inside Daniels hut and smashed anything I could see and threw the matches in it. I Walked our his hut and saw all the boys in shock.

"IF ANY OF YOU FUCKING TOUCH ME AGAIN I WILL FUCKING KILL THE LOT OF YOU!"  "FUCK YOU DANIEL!" I screamed as I walked away holdind up my middle finger. I had nowhere to go, I looked around and the maze doors where still open.

I grabbed one of the runners bags from the uniform hut and stuff some food into the bag. I walked to the maze doors and looked back into the glade for one last time. "Bye bye losers." I said to the boys as I walked into the maze. Ofcourse I was gonna get banished anways so I just went in my own fucking way.

"NEWT!" "MINHO!" I heard some of the boys screaming as they held them back. I know they didn't want to let me go but they also knew that they had too.