My Little Viper~ {Snucius}

~Regrets~

  here you go @itswolfstarforme I hope not to disappoint

Severus heart skipped a beat as Dumbledore eyes seemed the letter as McGonagall followed the older wizard also reading the letter. "Severus are you-" Albus was zoned out as McGonagall tried to understand Severus "Sev, Lucius isn't right for you- he's married- and- and there's so many people better for you" 
   "Minerva I think-"
"No Albus, Severus I know you can make your own choices but- Sev?" Severus clench his first "Minie. Let him explain, I am sure ther is a reasonable explanation to this"
  "I never been happier in my life" Severus started "Lucius been there for me even at my lowest!" Severus voice quiverd as he slowly teared up, not sad tears angry and disappointed that hid own friends didn't trust him "Have it ever crossed on of your brilliant minds why I always looked tierd, angry? Why I treat myself so badly?!" The Potions Master yelled as both of them tried explain themselves. "I've been hurting EVER SEEMS MY FIRST YEAR. No one noticed"
"Severus I know this may seem like a good idea but-"
    "HE CARES, HE LOOKED AFTER ME WHEN I NEEDED THE MOST
HE HATES MUDBLOODS. BUT WHAT AM I?! HUH?!"  Severus head began spinning and his vision came dark "Severus, please just listen to us" Severus tilted forward and blackout. Severus woke up in the Hospital Wing confused "If you get so worked up just talking about him it can't be good Sev" McGonagall soft voice stuck out like a sore thumb to Severus "Take it easy Sev, your blood pressure still high" Madam Pomefrey explained that he got so worked up that his blood sugar got so high mixed with him starving himself wasn't a good thing. "Were not done with the conversation about you and him Severus" Severus placed hand over his scars making sure they were not open to find McGonagall still by his bedside "Maybe if you cared enough tolet me explain then this wouldn't have left the my office" 
    "Stop it with your sarcastic remarks Severus. If we weren't there you could have died" Silence again "I'm sorry Sev, but he's not good for you" 
   "Did you read the letter?" Severus eyes pierced through Minerva's soul "Yes... Sev I'm known your able to make your own decisions but just listen to me" Albus slowly crept and opened the curtain "Aa, I'm glad you woke up Sev"
  "Albus please help me out, we both know Lucius. You know he isn't a good match nor good idea for them to be together, you know how our world isn't kind to behavior like this"
   "Minerva, I have seen many wizards my day and Severus is more than capable of caring for himself- even though it doesn't seem as so. If they truly love eachother then it will work out" Minerva took an annoyed sigh "If he dares touch you, I can't ensure either your safety Albus nor Malfoy". Severu's walked down to his office "Um professor-"
  "What Opet?" Severus snarky and sarcastic remarks were back "Is it true?"
   "Is WHAT true?"  "That your gay professor?" Severus heart dropped  "Where did you hear that?!"
  "I went to your office to ask something when I saw a letter in the floor and-"
    "OBLIVIATE" the student stopped talking abruptly "What was I talking about?" Severus turned around and left as quickly as possible "If he knows then does anyone else know, did he tell this to anyone else?"  Nothing about the rumor on the brunette professor, it was just Severus and his and the blonds secret
  "GRYFFINDOOR" the golden boy himself, newly at Hogwarts. Severus noticed him stared at him directly at his eyes, those green eyes "Lilly... I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I regret what I did, why torment me further" Severus mouth slightly twitched as he held back tears as those green eyes reminded him of his everlasting regret.