TW: DISTURBING THOUGHTS AND CURSING
Ever since you moved in with Bf/n, you seemed to fight more. Being with each other 24/7 was completely new and you were both still adjusting to this new lifestyle. This got to the both of you. Bf/n was constantly shouting at you for stupid reasons and you're only just realising it now but you're kinda scared of this side of him you've never seen before.
"Y/N ARE YOU GONNA SAY ANYTHING OR JUST STAND THEIR LIKE A LEMON"
You didn't know what to do or say. One thing you knew was that you weren't going to apologise for waking up a bit later than usual. You felt like falling to the floor crying but you stayed strong for your side of this stupid argument, although you didn't have any energy to shout back.
"You're pathetic you know that"
"I'M pathetic. I'M TRYING TO TELL YOU THAT YOU CAN'T WAKE UP THIS LATE IT'S NOT HEALTHY IS THAT SUCH A BAD THING?"
He stepped closer to you as he said this and you moved back so your back was against the door. You were really scared. This is what happens in dramatic wattpad stories and it was becoming a reality.
"PLEASE JUST SAY SOMETHING. WE'RE NOT GETTING ANYWHERE LIKE THIS"
You felt tears brewing in your eyes as you looked up at him with fear, but he only noticed the first part of this sentence.
"NOW YOU'RE CRYING, PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER WHAT HAPPENED TO ME BEING PATHETIC'
He flapped his hands around as he said this and that was the last straw. As soon as you saw his hand fly up you flinched and looked away quickly. You couldn't help it. It all happened so fast.
When you didn't feel any slap you slowly and fearfully looked back at him. All the anger had flooded out of his eyes and he looked dumbfounded.
"Did you think I was gonna hit you?" He finally broke the silence and looked at his hands.
You didn't say anything and just tried to fight back tears that didn't stop falling.
"Are you scared of me?" Was his second question.
You said nothing. He opened his arms. You hesitated at first, but then remembered his loving and caring side. Hoping for the best, you fell into his arms. He hugged you and kissed you.
"Hey you know I'd never hurt you. I realise we've been having stupid arguments and I'm losing my temper alot but that can't come between us. I'm not this lunatic monster you have to be scared of. If we don't have trust then we don't have anything"
"Yeah, you're right. I love you"
"I love you more"
