TW: EMBARASSMENT AND BLOOD/PERIOD MENTIONS
You wanted to die. You walked through the front door of your boyfriend's house and ran up to his room, slamming the door behind you.
"Baby! Come back!" Bf/n called up the stairs.
You sat on his comfy bed cross-legged and cried. You had been to Bf/n's family gathering and 'lucky for you' your period came that morning. You sat on the sofa for about 30 minutes after you'd eaten food with everyone and when you stood up to go, there was a pile of blood on the sofa, which everybody noticed immediately. You were also in so much pain with your period. It was horrible.
You liked sitting in Bf/n's room when you felt down or upset. Something about it was so comforting. Just like something about him was comforting too. Maybe it was because it smelt like him and you knew it'd been designed by him. He was a very particular person. He wanted things to be even and perfect, else it would get on his nerves. You liked that about him.
"Hey, what's the matter? Surprised you didn't break the door down with that slam" His jokes were lame and that's what made them funny.
It was a rhetorical question of course. He knew what was up and so you didn't answer or say anything, just sat there crying.
He sat next to you and pulled you close to him.
"Don't cry about it"
"I think I have every reason to right now"
He ignored your attitude and rocked you back and forth, stroking your hair.
You made his t-shirt wet with tears but he didn't seem to care.
"Why are you so upset about it?"
"I'm embarrassed"
"Honey, you know periods are completely normal. Every woman goes through the same and nobody should even think about shaming it whether they've experienced it or not"
"Does it not make you uncomfortable?"
"You're my girlfriend of course it doesn't. If it's like my other friends that are girls then kinda" He admitted. "but I'd never shame them for it. I'd just prefer to not be in on the details ya know what I mean"
"😂 fair enough"
You sat with him like that for a while, enjoying his company like you always do. He noticed you were having period pain so he asked.
"Hurting?"
"Yeah. My tummy really hurts and my breasts feel really sore and tender"
"You want anything"
"Hot water bottle, chocolate and cuddles"
"😂"
"WHAT I'm craving"
"You're funny😂"
"Please just go hurry!"
*Time skip*
You woke up to that familiar feeling you get every month, like your being stabbed in your gut. It makes you lightheaded and you have to sit up cross-legged in bed, leaning over and clutching your stomach.
You cried and whimpered trying to handle the overwhelming pain, trying to be quiet as to not wake Bf/n, but you were too loud with the sound of pain escaping your mouth a few times and he stirred not long after. When he came round he sat up with you and hugged you from behind, rubbing your tummy.
"Hi"
"Hi"
"Why didn't you wake me up?"
"I couldn't. You looked peaceful like a little baby!"
"I don't care how I look I care about you suffering in the dark without me"
You didn't care how loud you were now and Bf/n shushed you every few seconds, still rubbing.
"Is this making it better or worse?"
"Better"
He lay down pulling you with him. You let out another cry.
"No baby put me back it hurts!"
"Stop it I'm in physical agony!"
"Sh shh it's okay I'm here. You want anything else?"
You shook your head no and tried to rest your head down and get sleep with the pain and after a major struggle you finally drifted off to sleep.
