a beautiful dream

j'ai peur de me perdre

Sometimes I feel like I have one foot in this world, 

and I can't find the other.

Without both feet I can't walk in any one direction.

Sometimes I'm caught between so many thoughts,

that I can't isolate a single one.

I think I worry too much about what will happen if I let go.

Sometimes all I want to do is make everything stop,

but I don't have that kind of control.

Time isn't mine to keep. It isn't anyone's.

Sometimes other people make it worse, but I

don't know how to tell them.

I tell myself they're probably feeling it too.

Sometimes it feels like there's a version of me here,

and another me somewhere else.

And if they don't find each other...

I'm scared of losing myself.

J'ai peur de me perdre.

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A/N - at this point, I don't really know what fits the theme of this anthology and what doesn't, but here's one from the vault.

Hope you like it

C