The Outcasts ✔

Eight

A/N Not my artwork above.. I love this pic, its freaking adorable, but if the artist wants me to remove I will!! 

Jungkook

I watch them from the open window in the living room, I know it's wrong to listen to them, but I don't like this one bit, Kyle won't take no for an answer and keeps pursing Jin, if anyone knows how precious Jin is and would be considered the luckiest man in the world to have him, it's me. I listen closely to the conversation and start to tear up when I hear Jin's words, I wish I can make him understand that I do deserve him and that I do love him with all my heart, my leaving wasn't his fault, it was mine and I wish I could explain it to him. 

I see Kyle grab Jin and hug him, Jin hugs him back but then releases him quickly and walks back into the house, "Jinnie are you okay." "I'm fine, I just need a minute, please", he says walking into the bathroom. I watch Kyle walk to his car and drive away "Kook, let's take Jimin and Tae for ice cream", Yoongi says. He knows how Kyle feels about Jin and he knows how Hoseok feels about Kyle, so he is put in the middle and not sure what to do, "where's Hobi." "He was tired so I put him to bed, we won't be long and Namjoon is staying with him", Yoongi says.

I text Jin while we sit at the ice cream shop, but he isn't answering, I hope he's not that upset about Kyle, did he like him more than he led me to believe, did they have something before that I dont know about. I am broken out of my thoughts when I vaguely hear a phone ring, but then I see Yoongi stand and I hear him say overdose, "what, what who overdosed." I ran out the door after Yoongi, "no, no please tell me he didn't." "Kook, Kyle overdosed, not Jin", Taehyung says running toward the car.

Relief washes over me, then guilt, I can't believe my first thought was it is Jin, "Kook, I'll drop you and the boys off then head to the hospital, he put me down as next of kin." I run into the house and call for Jin, I run up to his room and find him lying on his bed reading, he sits up when he sees me, "Kook, what's wrong, are you okay." I pull him up and embrace him, "I so sorry, I'm so sorry." I grab his cheeks and kiss him, I have to know he is alright, "Kook, let me breathe, what is wrong." I sit and make him sit next to me, "Kyle is in the hospital, he overdosed", I say carefully.

Seokjin 🔞🔞

"I know, Yoongi texted me and told me, this isn't his first time and sadly it won't be his last", I say stroking Jungkook's cheek, "you thought it was me, didn't you." He nods sadly, "I am so sorry I doubted you." "You didn't doubt me Jungkook, you live in the real world and know it can happen, being an addict there is always that possibility that I will relapse, but if I can be honest, since you have been back, I havent had to think about it", I say standing and shutting my door. "I dont want to be the reason you relapse baby, I want to be the reason you stay strong", Kook says. 

"You are my strength love, you always were, I know it didn't seem like it back then, but you were the reason I survived and stayed in rehab to get better, and let me assure you, you will never be the reason I relapse, because you were never the reason I started using ", I say as he launches himself into my arms. He pushes me back on the bed and attacks my mouth, I brace myself and flip us so that I am on top.

I feel him harden underneath me, when my lips touch his he opens, giving me permission to enter, his tongue molding to mine, everything is happening in slow motion, we are in no hurry and I want this to be good for him. He strokes his tongue along my bottom lip and I groan in the back of my throat, I feel every part of him light up and when his hands cup my ass, pushing his erection against mine, he whimpers. I grab his thighs and spread them wider, running my hands up and down them, "fuck me baby."

I stand and pull my clothes off and he does the same, when we are both naked he grabs condoms and lube from my bedside table, I look at him, he looks down at the ground, "I feel better using it because I was, well you already know." "A slut", I say teasing. He looks at me with a pout on his face, "I'm so sorry Jin, I feel like shit, you never even looked at anyone else and I couldn't keep my clothes on." I pull him to me and hold him, "I love you Jungkook, and I know it was hard for you to deal with, I didn't want you feeling you had to take care of me when I got out, so please no more guilt."

I grasp his chin and kiss him deeply, "now let me take care of you." I grab his ass and spread him wide, running my finger over his opening, he shudders and lays his head on my shoulder, I lay him down and push his thighs apart, enjoying the view. I grab the bottle of lube and coat my fingers, then climb between his legs, I press my thumb against his hole, and as I push in I feast on his cock, "Jin, oh god Jin Jin, fuck." I slide my mouth up and down his length, tasting his precum, I have two fingers in him, stretching him open, "I'm going to cum Jin, please, more please." 

I pull my fingers out and slide the condom on, then lubing myself so that I dont hurt him, I hear him panting, "you are so fucking beautiful baby." I smile at him as I place my cock at his entrance, I push his leg up to his chest and lean into him with perfect pressure, "GAH JIN, OH GOD." I push in slowly and see the tears in Jungkook's eyes as he looks at me with so much love, "it's only ever been you Jin, only you, I promise it's only been you." I feel my tears stinging my eyes, "I love you Jungkook." 

I start to pound into him as he grabs his dick and strokes himself, "I need to cum Jin, you are too fucking big, oh god, you feel so good." With a cry he cums, spraying all over his chest, he grabs my face and pulls me down to kiss him, at that moment my orgasm hits me really hard and buck my hips into him until I feel drained, Jungkook grabs my face, "I love you, I love you, I love you." I roll off and remove the condom, throwing it in my garbage can, I then pull him into my arms and hold him... My Jungkook.