What I Dreamed Of || Karlnap Highschool AU.

CHAPTER 15

HELLOOOO
TW: fighting, swearing, f-slur
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Karl's POV

I love him so much.

"Thank you." I say, I pull away from his chest, crawling into his lap and putting my legs and arms around him. "Thank you too Karl. You make my life so good you don't understand. You're the best boyfriend I could ask for." He wraps his arms around me. "Please never leave me."

Timeskip- the next morning.

I wake up in Sapnap's arms, almost on top of him. Dried tears still on my cheeks. I look up to see him still asleep. I scoot up a bit and kiss his forehead, never wanting to leave. He looked so handsome, so peaceful.

After about 10 minutes of playing with his hair and admiring him, he woke up. His eyes fluttered open, looking towards me. "Good morning." I say. "Good morning, darling." He response. I guess that is what he's calling me now, and I'm not complaining though.

He pulls me down, turning so that we are both facing each other on our sides. "I love you." He says. Hearing that from him makes me feel so good. It makes me feel important, cared for, wanted. It's amazing. "I love you too" I start to tear up. "What's wrong?" He says, pulling my head up. "Nothings wrong. Im just so happy to have you." I lean in to kiss him and he immediately does the same. "Im so glad you're here with me Karl, to be honest I don't know how I lived without you before I met you. I mean, I had no friends, and my dad had just left. You really did keep me from going absolutely insane Karl. I know its selfish because you were going through so much worse, but it's true." He whispers. I sigh. "Please don't compare our experiences. I don't know how close you were with your dad, but I'm sure it was/is very hard on you. You want to talk about him? You haven't told me about him." He nods. "He was the best." He says, tearing up. "He left because of me." He started sobbing. "Are you okay? You don't have to talk about it anymore if you don't want to." I say, holding his face and wiping his tears with my thumbs. He nods. "He used to teach me all about sports, and things like that. I never really enjoyed it though. I played throughout middle school and until last year. I told him how I felt about all of it. He got really mad. Like mad mad. He yelled at me for probably the first time. I told him that it wasn't his choice, it was mine. I guess that was the last straw."

-Flashback- when Sapnap talked to his dad.-
(This part is in Sapnap's POV)
I walked out of my room. I was going to talk to my dad about sports. Sure, I was pretty good. I didn't like it though. He will probably be mad. Sometimes it feels like he only loves me for the entertainment of sports.

"Dad? Can I talk to you?" I said, sitting down across the table from my dad. "Yea sure son, what is it?" He said. "I wanted to talk to you, a-about sports." I got really nervous. "What is it? Did you break your equipment again?" He asks, putting his sandwich down. "Uh, no. Actually, I-I don't think I w-want to do sports anymore.." I say nervously. "What? What do you mean? You love sports." He says with a very disgusted look on his face. "I don't though, I just did it to make you happy. I don't want to do it anymore." I say, looking down at my hands. "You know what? I don't care. You're playing sports." I quickly look up. "That's not your choice! That's mine to make, that's not fair!" I say. "Well you know what? Life isn't fair. You. Are. Playing." He slams his hands on the table. "No I'm not! You don't just get to decide that!" I say. "I sure do, and I. Am." He yells. "Is that all you care about?! Yourself?! That's so fucked up! You can't just do that!" I say "YOU DON'T TALK BACK TO ME YOUNG MAN." He yells, loudly, so much louder than the rest. Now I'm scared, but I won't go down without a fight. "FUCK YOU! YOU NEVER GAVE A SHIT FOR ANYONE BUT YOURSELF." I yell. "I HAVE PROVIDED FOR YOU SINCE YOU WERE BORN AND THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME?! You are more of a disappointment then I thought, next thing I know I find out your a fucking Fag." When he says this I gasp. I was scared. I didn't know what else to say. A tear rushes down my cheek. "DON'T FUCKING CRY OR I'LL GIVE YOU SOMETHING TO FUCKING CRY ABOUT YOU FUCKING MISTAKE." I run to my room and shut my door locking it and putting my back to the door. I slide down to the floor? Feeling strong feet stomping towards me. My mom had left to the store, so she couldn't stop any of this. I pull my legs up to hug them, my face buried into them. "QUIT FUCKING HIDING AND FACE ME LIKE A REAL MAN." He yells. I started to sob. I didn't know what to do. "IF YOU DON'T GET YOUR ASS OUT HERE IN TWO SECONDS I AM PACKING A BAG AND LEAVING, I DON'T WANT A USELESS SON LIKE YOU!" He yells. I didn't want to open the door. What if he hits me? What if he is so mad he kills me? He has never done this before, I don't know how I am meant to fix this.

I hear his leaving. I sit there, thinking about what all he said. I guess I waited too long. I heard a door open and slam shut. It's too late. He's gone. He's gone and It's all my fault.

I stand up and I scream. I scream and I yell and I cry until I fall asleep on the floor.

-Flashback end-

"I haven't seen him since" I look up to see Karl start to cry.

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