Lets Make Mistakes (GirlxGirl)

Remember when I almost had a breakdown?

Hey... Happy reading.
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The moment she opened her mouth and her smooth voice said my name in that sweet, cheery way she always did I felt bile along with the lunch I had rise up my throat and this... this was so fucked up I had to laugh. Laugh like some crazy person because at this point the universe had to have something against me. It was really fucking with me.

"You have to be fucking kidding me !"I laugh grabbing a fistful of my hair and pulling on it "You're kidding right ?" I spoke to myself looking up at the white ceiling "What the fuck did I ever do to you honestly ?" I breath and chuckle again. Holy shit I had to be hallucinating, but when I look back down everyone was staring at me as if I was crazy but no, not her, she knew what was up.

"What's going on ? you two know each other ?" Drew asks a curious frown on his face and I look at Austin to find the same look, I look behind me at Sparks who was still standing by the door looking worried and confused at the same time.

"Know each other ?" I laugh looking back at the guys, this was fucking ridiculous "Know each other ?" I repeat my voice getting lower as I look back at Hayley the familiar look in her eyes breaking my heart once again and I scoff surprised I still could feel this hurt by just looking at her "What the fuck are you doing here ?!" I suddenly yell, rubbing my neck roughly, the chocking feeling was back again.

"Whoa, whoa, Nine, what's going on ?" Austin walks towards me looking concerned "You know this lady ?".

I look back at Hayley and bite my lower lip hard unable to look at her for more than a minute without the memories flooding back to me "Want to introduce yourself ?" I ask her.

"Alison I'm not-" she begins and her voice gives me chills, the amount nostalgic feelings are brought back.

"This my dear friends, my dear Drew, my dear Austin.. Sparks, this is Hayley, Hayley Voldemort" I smile bitterly pointing my friends as I introduce the great Hayley.

"No... Thee Hayley ?" Austin's eyes widen and Drew takes steps backwards assessing the situation. Remember when I almost had a breakdown that one time and didn't, I think it was going to happen rightnow.

"Allison I am not here to argue with you" she speaks her voice low and takes a step towards me, stretching her hand towards me but I quickly take a step back, and release a shaky breath fearing her touch would burn me, or worse, why was she trying to reach out for me in the first place ? I finally take my time to look up at her, and notice she's dyed her hair blond and it was now down in wavy curls, she could change everything about her but she would still remain the traitor bitch she was.

"Then what the fuck are you doing here ?" I speak under my breath.

"I..." she sighs in defeat under my glare, then looks down at her feet and I remember how I'd always raise her head by the chin when she'd do this and stare into her ocean eyes until she smiled. I run a palm down my face in frustration, why was my brain trying to fuck with me too ?

"Get the fuck away from me" I point her.

"Listen Ali..".

"I don't have to fucking listen to anything you have to say" I interrupt her and we finally make eye contact, I was too mad to notice that "And don't fucking call me that" I warn her.

She scoffs "I see you're still mad at me" she says and I want to laugh again but I just shake my head.

"Unbelievable, what'd you expect, me to hug you ?, give you a warm welcoming ?" I mock her and being the psycho bitch she is, she smiles.

"That wouldn't hurt" she says and I laugh, I have to.

"Get the fuck out" I smile at her bitterly gritting my teeth, pointing towards the door. She was here but she could leave and we would all forget this night ever happened.