Lets Make Mistakes (GirlxGirl)

Self conflict.

...Now right about now. 

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"I'm going to ruin you" she whipsers her voice abit rough then shuts her eyes for a minute as if to get a grip of herself as her fingers slowly trace my stomach just below my boobs. "Will you let me?" she opens her eyes and they seemed darker than usual, she had really beautiful eyes. And also are you kidding me? The answer was obvious...

She doesn't give me time to respond to her question cause her hand starts moving under my shirt... No time to think right? I'll chew my own head off tomorrow.

She lowers her head and nuzzles it into my neck and I almost choke when I feel her warm tongue trace my skin. She runs it up to my jaw and starts sucking on my skin as her left hand slowly feels on my breasts through my bra. My eyes shut and I sigh, this felt too good to be wrong, her hands, her tongue, her whole presence.

My breath hitches as she moves a little and I feel her tongue on the spot right behind my ear... How did she even discover that spot? I whimper feeling chills crawl all over my body, but in a good way, an amazing way, as she sucks on that same spot her teeth being partly involved as she nibbles on my skin.

"Shit" she mutters her voice heavy with emotions as she squeezes my breasts pressing her body against mine again. Why does it feel like this? Why does her body against mine feel so good?

"Yeah that's right moan for me Sparks" she encourages and I don't even remember moaning but the way she asked makes me want to do it over and over again. I finally hear myself let out a chocked sound from the back of my throat. I guess I wasn't even hearing my own sounds, I was lost in the foreign feelings she was giving me.

"Don't hold yourself back from me, I'll still make you scream by the end of the night" I could hear the smile in her voice and then there were screams... Not from me though, calm down, she lifts her head slowly and one of her hands reaches the side pocket of her cargo pants, she takes out her phone, the source of the screams, and her face immediately changes from the undescribable look she was giving me to a deep frown almost instantly. That's a really dumb ringtone though.

"Fucking hell, why now?!" she whines at the screen of her phone then gets up almost falling again after placing me on the ground but the anger that was visible kept her up. She immediately receives the phone and forgets about my existance, leaving me standing there to watch her.

"What? More threats?" she spits bitterly her words still slurry "I've had enough old man". She's quiet for a while and I watch as she balls her fist, her breath increasing by the minute "Don't you fucking Alison me". So many new names... Who was Alison?

"Yeah I'm drunk and I'm not watching my language" she scoffs "You have no- Stop making me do stuff for you dad!" her voice cracks and I twitch at how high she yelled... But wait a minute... Dad?

"Oh yeah? If you take the gym away from me, then I will..." she inhales deeply seeming to think of her next words her whole body tense. "I'll... But it's the only thing I have" her voice lowers cracking a bit and she suddenly sits down seeming to have lost all strength within the minute. I watch a frown on my face as she drops her phone next to her and throws her head back groaning. Alot was happening in such little time, I was completely speechless and lost, I didn't know what to do.

She watches the city lights seeming distant the only audible sound her heavy breathing and my heartbeat as I contemplate what to do next. I calculate my next move knowing it would affect both of us either negatively or positively, then I move next to her and sit on the concrete ground. She looks up at me with what seems like raw sadness in her eyes, I was seeing different sides of her tonight.