in love no,
in life you must realize
that the person who you love is not who you think they are.
They are nothing that you think they are.
sweaty hands,
dirty with the bands of a badminton racket,
i remember staring at him from the other side of the court,
he made fun of someone,
scared to look into my eyes,
he swore like a teenager.
it appalled me, even though i do it myself, hypocrisy or judgment?
Both! I know myself, I tell myself,
It is but the impression of first impressions,
did he think did I was stuck up?
what did he think of me?
perhaps forever that question will haunt me.
the people you love are nothing like you think they are,
but does that mean you aren't allowed to judge anyone?
no, that is impossible
it simply means you are not to set expectations at all.
no, that is impossible.
what is impossible?
my love for him or his love for me.
i don't know right now,
i shall tell you when i do.
